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| 1 |
+
FROM fairest creatures we desire increase,
|
| 2 |
+
That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
|
| 3 |
+
But as the riper should by time decease,
|
| 4 |
+
His tender heir might bear his memory:
|
| 5 |
+
But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes,
|
| 6 |
+
Feed'st thy light'st flame with self-substantial fuel,
|
| 7 |
+
Making a famine where abundance lies,
|
| 8 |
+
Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.
|
| 9 |
+
Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament
|
| 10 |
+
And only herald to the gaudy spring,
|
| 11 |
+
Within thine own bud buriest thy content
|
| 12 |
+
And, tender churl, makest waste in niggarding.
|
| 13 |
+
Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
|
| 14 |
+
To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
|
| 15 |
+
When forty winters shall beseige thy brow,
|
| 16 |
+
And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
|
| 17 |
+
Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now,
|
| 18 |
+
Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held:
|
| 19 |
+
Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies,
|
| 20 |
+
Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,
|
| 21 |
+
To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,
|
| 22 |
+
Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.
|
| 23 |
+
How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use,
|
| 24 |
+
If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
|
| 25 |
+
Shall sum my count and make my old excuse,'
|
| 26 |
+
Proving his beauty by succession thine!
|
| 27 |
+
This were to be new made when thou art old,
|
| 28 |
+
And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
|
| 29 |
+
Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest
|
| 30 |
+
Now is the time that face should form another;
|
| 31 |
+
Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
|
| 32 |
+
Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
|
| 33 |
+
For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb
|
| 34 |
+
Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
|
| 35 |
+
Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
|
| 36 |
+
Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
|
| 37 |
+
Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee
|
| 38 |
+
Calls back the lovely April of her prime:
|
| 39 |
+
So thou through windows of thine age shall see
|
| 40 |
+
Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.
|
| 41 |
+
But if thou live, remember'd not to be,
|
| 42 |
+
Die single, and thine image dies with thee.
|
| 43 |
+
Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
|
| 44 |
+
Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy?
|
| 45 |
+
Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend,
|
| 46 |
+
And being frank she lends to those are free.
|
| 47 |
+
Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
|
| 48 |
+
The bounteous largess given thee to give?
|
| 49 |
+
Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
|
| 50 |
+
So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
|
| 51 |
+
For having traffic with thyself alone,
|
| 52 |
+
Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive.
|
| 53 |
+
Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone,
|
| 54 |
+
What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
|
| 55 |
+
Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee,
|
| 56 |
+
Which, used, lives th' executor to be.
|
| 57 |
+
Those hours, that with gentle work did frame
|
| 58 |
+
The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
|
| 59 |
+
Will play the tyrants to the very same
|
| 60 |
+
And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
|
| 61 |
+
For never-resting time leads summer on
|
| 62 |
+
To hideous winter and confounds him there;
|
| 63 |
+
Sap check'd with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
|
| 64 |
+
Beauty o'ersnow'd and bareness every where:
|
| 65 |
+
Then, were not summer's distillation left,
|
| 66 |
+
A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
|
| 67 |
+
Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
|
| 68 |
+
Nor it nor no remembrance what it was:
|
| 69 |
+
But flowers distill'd though they with winter meet,
|
| 70 |
+
Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
|
| 71 |
+
Then let not winter's ragged hand deface
|
| 72 |
+
In thee thy summer, ere thou be distill'd:
|
| 73 |
+
Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
|
| 74 |
+
With beauty's treasure, ere it be self-kill'd.
|
| 75 |
+
That use is not forbidden usury,
|
| 76 |
+
Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
|
| 77 |
+
That's for thyself to breed another thee,
|
| 78 |
+
Or ten times happier, be it ten for one;
|
| 79 |
+
Ten times thyself were happier than thou art,
|
| 80 |
+
If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
|
| 81 |
+
Then what could death do, if thou shouldst depart,
|
| 82 |
+
Leaving thee living in posterity?
|
| 83 |
+
Be not self-will'd, for thou art much too fair
|
| 84 |
+
To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
|
| 85 |
+
Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
|
| 86 |
+
Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
|
| 87 |
+
Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
|
| 88 |
+
Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
|
| 89 |
+
And having climb'd the steep-up heavenly hill,
|
| 90 |
+
Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
|
| 91 |
+
Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
|
| 92 |
+
Attending on his golden pilgrimage;
|
| 93 |
+
But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
|
| 94 |
+
Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
|
| 95 |
+
The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
|
| 96 |
+
From his low tract and look another way:
|
| 97 |
+
So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
|
| 98 |
+
Unlook'd on diest, unless thou get a son.
|
| 99 |
+
Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
|
| 100 |
+
Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy.
|
| 101 |
+
Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly,
|
| 102 |
+
Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy?
|
| 103 |
+
If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
|
| 104 |
+
By unions married, do offend thine ear,
|
| 105 |
+
They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
|
| 106 |
+
In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
|
| 107 |
+
Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
|
| 108 |
+
Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
|
| 109 |
+
Resembling sire and child and happy mother
|
| 110 |
+
Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
|
| 111 |
+
Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one,
|
| 112 |
+
Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none.'
|
| 113 |
+
Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye
|
| 114 |
+
That thou consumest thyself in single life?
|
| 115 |
+
Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die.
|
| 116 |
+
The world will wail thee, like a makeless wife;
|
| 117 |
+
The world will be thy widow and still weep
|
| 118 |
+
That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
|
| 119 |
+
When every private widow well may keep
|
| 120 |
+
By children's eyes her husband's shape in mind.
|
| 121 |
+
Look, what an unthrift in the world doth spend
|
| 122 |
+
Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
|
| 123 |
+
But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
|
| 124 |
+
And kept unused, the user so destroys it.
|
| 125 |
+
No love toward others in that bosom sits
|
| 126 |
+
That on himself such murderous shame commits.
|
| 127 |
+
For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
|
| 128 |
+
Who for thyself art so unprovident.
|
| 129 |
+
Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
|
| 130 |
+
But that thou none lovest is most evident;
|
| 131 |
+
For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate
|
| 132 |
+
That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
|
| 133 |
+
Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
|
| 134 |
+
Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
|
| 135 |
+
O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
|
| 136 |
+
Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
|
| 137 |
+
Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
|
| 138 |
+
Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
|
| 139 |
+
Make thee another self, for love of me,
|
| 140 |
+
That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
|
| 141 |
+
As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou growest
|
| 142 |
+
In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
|
| 143 |
+
And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestowest
|
| 144 |
+
Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
|
| 145 |
+
Herein lives wisdom, beauty and increase:
|
| 146 |
+
Without this, folly, age and cold decay:
|
| 147 |
+
If all were minded so, the times should cease
|
| 148 |
+
And threescore year would make the world away.
|
| 149 |
+
Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
|
| 150 |
+
Harsh featureless and rude, barrenly perish:
|
| 151 |
+
Look, whom she best endow'd she gave the more;
|
| 152 |
+
Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
|
| 153 |
+
She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
|
| 154 |
+
Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
|
| 155 |
+
When I do count the clock that tells the time,
|
| 156 |
+
And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
|
| 157 |
+
When I behold the violet past prime,
|
| 158 |
+
And sable curls all silver'd o'er with white;
|
| 159 |
+
When lofty trees I see barren of leaves
|
| 160 |
+
Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
|
| 161 |
+
And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
|
| 162 |
+
Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard,
|
| 163 |
+
Then of thy beauty do I question make,
|
| 164 |
+
That thou among the wastes of time must go,
|
| 165 |
+
Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake
|
| 166 |
+
And die as fast as they see others grow;
|
| 167 |
+
And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence
|
| 168 |
+
Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence.
|
| 169 |
+
O, that you were yourself! but, love, you are
|
| 170 |
+
No longer yours than you yourself here live:
|
| 171 |
+
Against this coming end you should prepare,
|
| 172 |
+
And your sweet semblance to some other give.
|
| 173 |
+
So should that beauty which you hold in lease
|
| 174 |
+
Find no determination: then you were
|
| 175 |
+
Yourself again after yourself's decease,
|
| 176 |
+
When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
|
| 177 |
+
Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
|
| 178 |
+
Which husbandry in honour might uphold
|
| 179 |
+
Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
|
| 180 |
+
And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
|
| 181 |
+
O, none but unthrifts! Dear my love, you know
|
| 182 |
+
You had a father: let your son say so.
|
| 183 |
+
Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck;
|
| 184 |
+
And yet methinks I have astronomy,
|
| 185 |
+
But not to tell of good or evil luck,
|
| 186 |
+
Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
|
| 187 |
+
Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
|
| 188 |
+
Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
|
| 189 |
+
Or say with princes if it shall go well,
|
| 190 |
+
By oft predict that I in heaven find:
|
| 191 |
+
But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
|
| 192 |
+
And, constant stars, in them I read such art
|
| 193 |
+
As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
|
| 194 |
+
If from thyself to store thou wouldst convert;
|
| 195 |
+
Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
|
| 196 |
+
Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
|
| 197 |
+
When I consider every thing that grows
|
| 198 |
+
Holds in perfection but a little moment,
|
| 199 |
+
That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
|
| 200 |
+
Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
|
| 201 |
+
When I perceive that men as plants increase,
|
| 202 |
+
Cheered and check'd even by the self-same sky,
|
| 203 |
+
Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
|
| 204 |
+
And wear their brave state out of memory;
|
| 205 |
+
Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
|
| 206 |
+
Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
|
| 207 |
+
Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay,
|
| 208 |
+
To change your day of youth to sullied night;
|
| 209 |
+
And all in war with Time for love of you,
|
| 210 |
+
As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
|
| 211 |
+
But wherefore do not you a mightier way
|
| 212 |
+
Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time?
|
| 213 |
+
And fortify yourself in your decay
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| 214 |
+
With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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| 215 |
+
Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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| 216 |
+
And many maiden gardens yet unset
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| 217 |
+
With virtuous wish would bear your living flowers,
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| 218 |
+
Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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| 219 |
+
So should the lines of life that life repair,
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| 220 |
+
Which this, Time's pencil, or my pupil pen,
|
| 221 |
+
Neither in inward worth nor outward fair,
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| 222 |
+
Can make you live yourself in eyes of men.
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| 223 |
+
To give away yourself keeps yourself still,
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| 224 |
+
And you must live, drawn by your own sweet skill.
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| 225 |
+
Who will believe my verse in time to come,
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| 226 |
+
If it were fill'd with your most high deserts?
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| 227 |
+
Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
|
| 228 |
+
Which hides your life and shows not half your parts.
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| 229 |
+
If I could write the beauty of your eyes
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| 230 |
+
And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
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| 231 |
+
The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
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| 232 |
+
Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.'
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| 233 |
+
So should my papers yellow'd with their age
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| 234 |
+
Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue,
|
| 235 |
+
And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage
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| 236 |
+
And stretched metre of an antique song:
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| 237 |
+
But were some child of yours alive that time,
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| 238 |
+
You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme.
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| 239 |
+
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| 240 |
+
XVIII.
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| 241 |
+
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| 242 |
+
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
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| 243 |
+
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
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| 244 |
+
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
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| 245 |
+
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
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| 246 |
+
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
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| 247 |
+
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
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| 248 |
+
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
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| 249 |
+
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
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| 250 |
+
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
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| 251 |
+
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
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| 252 |
+
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
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| 253 |
+
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
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| 254 |
+
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
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| 255 |
+
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
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| 256 |
+
Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws,
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| 257 |
+
And make the earth devour her own sweet brood;
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| 258 |
+
Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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| 259 |
+
And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood;
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| 260 |
+
Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets,
|
| 261 |
+
And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
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| 262 |
+
To the wide world and all her fading sweets;
|
| 263 |
+
But I forbid thee one most heinous crime:
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| 264 |
+
O, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
|
| 265 |
+
Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen;
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| 266 |
+
Him in thy course untainted do allow
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| 267 |
+
For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
|
| 268 |
+
Yet, do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong,
|
| 269 |
+
My love shall in my verse ever live young.
|
| 270 |
+
A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
|
| 271 |
+
Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
|
| 272 |
+
A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
|
| 273 |
+
With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
|
| 274 |
+
An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
|
| 275 |
+
Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
|
| 276 |
+
A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
|
| 277 |
+
Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
|
| 278 |
+
And for a woman wert thou first created;
|
| 279 |
+
Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
|
| 280 |
+
And by addition me of thee defeated,
|
| 281 |
+
By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
|
| 282 |
+
But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
|
| 283 |
+
Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
|
| 284 |
+
So is it not with me as with that Muse
|
| 285 |
+
Stirr'd by a painted beauty to his verse,
|
| 286 |
+
Who heaven itself for ornament doth use
|
| 287 |
+
And every fair with his fair doth rehearse
|
| 288 |
+
Making a couplement of proud compare,
|
| 289 |
+
With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems,
|
| 290 |
+
With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare
|
| 291 |
+
That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
|
| 292 |
+
O' let me, true in love, but truly write,
|
| 293 |
+
And then believe me, my love is as fair
|
| 294 |
+
As any mother's child, though not so bright
|
| 295 |
+
As those gold candles fix'd in heaven's air:
|
| 296 |
+
Let them say more than like of hearsay well;
|
| 297 |
+
I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
|
| 298 |
+
My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
|
| 299 |
+
So long as youth and thou are of one date;
|
| 300 |
+
But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
|
| 301 |
+
Then look I death my days should expiate.
|
| 302 |
+
For all that beauty that doth cover thee
|
| 303 |
+
Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
|
| 304 |
+
Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me:
|
| 305 |
+
How can I then be elder than thou art?
|
| 306 |
+
O, therefore, love, be of thyself so wary
|
| 307 |
+
As I, not for myself, but for thee will;
|
| 308 |
+
Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
|
| 309 |
+
As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
|
| 310 |
+
Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain;
|
| 311 |
+
Thou gavest me thine, not to give back again.
|
| 312 |
+
As an unperfect actor on the stage
|
| 313 |
+
Who with his fear is put besides his part,
|
| 314 |
+
Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
|
| 315 |
+
Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart.
|
| 316 |
+
So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
|
| 317 |
+
The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
|
| 318 |
+
And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
|
| 319 |
+
O'ercharged with burden of mine own love's might.
|
| 320 |
+
O, let my books be then the eloquence
|
| 321 |
+
And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
|
| 322 |
+
Who plead for love and look for recompense
|
| 323 |
+
More than that tongue that more hath more express'd.
|
| 324 |
+
O, learn to read what silent love hath writ:
|
| 325 |
+
To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
|
| 326 |
+
Mine eye hath play'd the painter and hath stell'd
|
| 327 |
+
Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
|
| 328 |
+
My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
|
| 329 |
+
And perspective it is the painter's art.
|
| 330 |
+
For through the painter must you see his skill,
|
| 331 |
+
To find where your true image pictured lies;
|
| 332 |
+
Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
|
| 333 |
+
That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes.
|
| 334 |
+
Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
|
| 335 |
+
Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
|
| 336 |
+
Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
|
| 337 |
+
Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
|
| 338 |
+
Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art;
|
| 339 |
+
They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
|
| 340 |
+
Let those who are in favour with their stars
|
| 341 |
+
Of public honour and proud titles boast,
|
| 342 |
+
Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
|
| 343 |
+
Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
|
| 344 |
+
Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
|
| 345 |
+
But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
|
| 346 |
+
And in themselves their pride lies buried,
|
| 347 |
+
For at a frown they in their glory die.
|
| 348 |
+
The painful warrior famoused for fight,
|
| 349 |
+
After a thousand victories once foil'd,
|
| 350 |
+
Is from the book of honour razed quite,
|
| 351 |
+
And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:
|
| 352 |
+
Then happy I, that love and am beloved
|
| 353 |
+
Where I may not remove nor be removed.
|
| 354 |
+
ord of my love, to whom in vassalage
|
| 355 |
+
Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit,
|
| 356 |
+
To thee I send this written embassage,
|
| 357 |
+
To witness duty, not to show my wit:
|
| 358 |
+
Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
|
| 359 |
+
May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it,
|
| 360 |
+
But that I hope some good conceit of thine
|
| 361 |
+
In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it;
|
| 362 |
+
Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
|
| 363 |
+
Points on me graciously with fair aspect
|
| 364 |
+
And puts apparel on my tatter'd loving,
|
| 365 |
+
To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
|
| 366 |
+
Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
|
| 367 |
+
Till then not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
|
| 368 |
+
Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
|
| 369 |
+
The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
|
| 370 |
+
But then begins a journey in my head,
|
| 371 |
+
To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
|
| 372 |
+
For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
|
| 373 |
+
Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
|
| 374 |
+
And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
|
| 375 |
+
Looking on darkness which the blind do see
|
| 376 |
+
Save that my soul's imaginary sight
|
| 377 |
+
Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
|
| 378 |
+
Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
|
| 379 |
+
Makes black night beauteous and her old face new.
|
| 380 |
+
Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
|
| 381 |
+
For thee and for myself no quiet find.
|
| 382 |
+
ow can I then return in happy plight,
|
| 383 |
+
That am debarr'd the benefit of rest?
|
| 384 |
+
When day's oppression is not eased by night,
|
| 385 |
+
But day by night, and night by day, oppress'd?
|
| 386 |
+
And each, though enemies to either's reign,
|
| 387 |
+
Do in consent shake hands to torture me;
|
| 388 |
+
The one by toil, the other to complain
|
| 389 |
+
How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
|
| 390 |
+
I tell the day, to please them thou art bright
|
| 391 |
+
And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
|
| 392 |
+
So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night,
|
| 393 |
+
When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
|
| 394 |
+
But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer
|
| 395 |
+
And night doth nightly make grief's strengthseem stronger.
|
| 396 |
+
When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
|
| 397 |
+
I all alone beweep my outcast state
|
| 398 |
+
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
|
| 399 |
+
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
|
| 400 |
+
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
|
| 401 |
+
Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
|
| 402 |
+
Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
|
| 403 |
+
With what I most enjoy contented least;
|
| 404 |
+
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
|
| 405 |
+
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
|
| 406 |
+
Like to the lark at break of day arising
|
| 407 |
+
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
|
| 408 |
+
For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
|
| 409 |
+
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
|
| 410 |
+
When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
|
| 411 |
+
I summon up remembrance of things past,
|
| 412 |
+
I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
|
| 413 |
+
And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
|
| 414 |
+
Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
|
| 415 |
+
For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
|
| 416 |
+
And weep afresh love's long since cancell'd woe,
|
| 417 |
+
And moan the expense of many a vanish'd sight:
|
| 418 |
+
Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
|
| 419 |
+
And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
|
| 420 |
+
The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
|
| 421 |
+
Which I new pay as if not paid before.
|
| 422 |
+
But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
|
| 423 |
+
All losses are restored and sorrows end.
|
| 424 |
+
Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
|
| 425 |
+
Which I by lacking have supposed dead,
|
| 426 |
+
And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,
|
| 427 |
+
And all those friends which I thought buried.
|
| 428 |
+
How many a holy and obsequious tear
|
| 429 |
+
Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye
|
| 430 |
+
As interest of the dead, which now appear
|
| 431 |
+
But things removed that hidden in thee lie!
|
| 432 |
+
Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
|
| 433 |
+
Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
|
| 434 |
+
Who all their parts of me to thee did give;
|
| 435 |
+
That due of many now is thine alone:
|
| 436 |
+
Their images I loved I view in thee,
|
| 437 |
+
And thou, all they, hast all the all of me.
|
| 438 |
+
If thou survive my well-contented day,
|
| 439 |
+
When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover,
|
| 440 |
+
And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
|
| 441 |
+
These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover,
|
| 442 |
+
Compare them with the bettering of the time,
|
| 443 |
+
And though they be outstripp'd by every pen,
|
| 444 |
+
Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
|
| 445 |
+
Exceeded by the height of happier men.
|
| 446 |
+
O, then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
|
| 447 |
+
'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
|
| 448 |
+
A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
|
| 449 |
+
To march in ranks of better equipage:
|
| 450 |
+
But since he died and poets better prove,
|
| 451 |
+
Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love.'
|
| 452 |
+
Full many a glorious morning have I seen
|
| 453 |
+
Flatter the mountain-tops with sovereign eye,
|
| 454 |
+
Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
|
| 455 |
+
Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy;
|
| 456 |
+
Anon permit the basest clouds to ride
|
| 457 |
+
With ugly rack on his celestial face,
|
| 458 |
+
And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
|
| 459 |
+
Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
|
| 460 |
+
Even so my sun one early morn did shine
|
| 461 |
+
With all triumphant splendor on my brow;
|
| 462 |
+
But out, alack! he was but one hour mine;
|
| 463 |
+
The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now.
|
| 464 |
+
Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth;
|
| 465 |
+
Suns of the world may stain when heaven's sun staineth.
|
| 466 |
+
Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
|
| 467 |
+
And make me travel forth without my cloak,
|
| 468 |
+
To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
|
| 469 |
+
Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke?
|
| 470 |
+
'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
|
| 471 |
+
To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
|
| 472 |
+
For no man well of such a salve can speak
|
| 473 |
+
That heals the wound and cures not the disgrace:
|
| 474 |
+
Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
|
| 475 |
+
Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss:
|
| 476 |
+
The offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
|
| 477 |
+
To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
|
| 478 |
+
Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
|
| 479 |
+
And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds.
|
| 480 |
+
No more be grieved at that which thou hast done:
|
| 481 |
+
Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud;
|
| 482 |
+
Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
|
| 483 |
+
And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
|
| 484 |
+
All men make faults, and even I in this,
|
| 485 |
+
Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
|
| 486 |
+
Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
|
| 487 |
+
Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
|
| 488 |
+
For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense--
|
| 489 |
+
Thy adverse party is thy advocate--
|
| 490 |
+
And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
|
| 491 |
+
Such civil war is in my love and hate
|
| 492 |
+
That I an accessary needs must be
|
| 493 |
+
To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
|
| 494 |
+
Let me confess that we two must be twain,
|
| 495 |
+
Although our undivided loves are one:
|
| 496 |
+
So shall those blots that do with me remain
|
| 497 |
+
Without thy help by me be borne alone.
|
| 498 |
+
In our two loves there is but one respect,
|
| 499 |
+
Though in our lives a separable spite,
|
| 500 |
+
Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
|
| 501 |
+
Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
|
| 502 |
+
I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
|
| 503 |
+
Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
|
| 504 |
+
Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
|
| 505 |
+
Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
|
| 506 |
+
But do not so; I love thee in such sort
|
| 507 |
+
As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
|
| 508 |
+
As a decrepit father takes delight
|
| 509 |
+
To see his active child do deeds of youth,
|
| 510 |
+
So I, made lame by fortune's dearest spite,
|
| 511 |
+
Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
|
| 512 |
+
For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
|
| 513 |
+
Or any of these all, or all, or more,
|
| 514 |
+
Entitled in thy parts do crowned sit,
|
| 515 |
+
I make my love engrafted to this store:
|
| 516 |
+
So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
|
| 517 |
+
Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
|
| 518 |
+
That I in thy abundance am sufficed
|
| 519 |
+
And by a part of all thy glory live.
|
| 520 |
+
Look, what is best, that best I wish in thee:
|
| 521 |
+
This wish I have; then ten times happy me!
|
| 522 |
+
How can my Muse want subject to invent,
|
| 523 |
+
While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
|
| 524 |
+
Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
|
| 525 |
+
For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
|
| 526 |
+
O, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me
|
| 527 |
+
Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
|
| 528 |
+
For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
|
| 529 |
+
When thou thyself dost give invention light?
|
| 530 |
+
Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
|
| 531 |
+
Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
|
| 532 |
+
And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
|
| 533 |
+
Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
|
| 534 |
+
If my slight Muse do please these curious days,
|
| 535 |
+
The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
|
| 536 |
+
O, how thy worth with manners may I sing,
|
| 537 |
+
When thou art all the better part of me?
|
| 538 |
+
What can mine own praise to mine own self bring?
|
| 539 |
+
And what is 't but mine own when I praise thee?
|
| 540 |
+
Even for this let us divided live,
|
| 541 |
+
And our dear love lose name of single one,
|
| 542 |
+
That by this separation I may give
|
| 543 |
+
That due to thee which thou deservest alone.
|
| 544 |
+
O absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove,
|
| 545 |
+
Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave
|
| 546 |
+
To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
|
| 547 |
+
Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,
|
| 548 |
+
And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
|
| 549 |
+
By praising him here who doth hence remain!
|
| 550 |
+
Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
|
| 551 |
+
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
|
| 552 |
+
No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
|
| 553 |
+
All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
|
| 554 |
+
Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
|
| 555 |
+
I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
|
| 556 |
+
But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
|
| 557 |
+
By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
|
| 558 |
+
I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
|
| 559 |
+
Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
|
| 560 |
+
And yet, love knows, it is a greater grief
|
| 561 |
+
To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.
|
| 562 |
+
Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
|
| 563 |
+
Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.
|
| 564 |
+
Those petty wrongs that liberty commits,
|
| 565 |
+
When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
|
| 566 |
+
Thy beauty and thy years full well befits,
|
| 567 |
+
For still temptation follows where thou art.
|
| 568 |
+
Gentle thou art and therefore to be won,
|
| 569 |
+
Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
|
| 570 |
+
And when a woman woos, what woman's son
|
| 571 |
+
Will sourly leave her till she have prevailed?
|
| 572 |
+
Ay me! but yet thou mightest my seat forbear,
|
| 573 |
+
And chide thy beauty and thy straying youth,
|
| 574 |
+
Who lead thee in their riot even there
|
| 575 |
+
Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth,
|
| 576 |
+
Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
|
| 577 |
+
Thine, by thy beauty being false to me.
|
| 578 |
+
That thou hast her, it is not all my grief,
|
| 579 |
+
And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
|
| 580 |
+
That she hath thee, is of my wailing chief,
|
| 581 |
+
A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
|
| 582 |
+
Loving offenders, thus I will excuse ye:
|
| 583 |
+
Thou dost love her, because thou knowst I love her;
|
| 584 |
+
And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
|
| 585 |
+
Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
|
| 586 |
+
If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
|
| 587 |
+
And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
|
| 588 |
+
Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
|
| 589 |
+
And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
|
| 590 |
+
But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
|
| 591 |
+
Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
|
| 592 |
+
When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see,
|
| 593 |
+
For all the day they view things unrespected;
|
| 594 |
+
But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
|
| 595 |
+
And darkly bright are bright in dark directed.
|
| 596 |
+
Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
|
| 597 |
+
How would thy shadow's form form happy show
|
| 598 |
+
To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
|
| 599 |
+
When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
|
| 600 |
+
How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made
|
| 601 |
+
By looking on thee in the living day,
|
| 602 |
+
When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
|
| 603 |
+
Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
|
| 604 |
+
All days are nights to see till I see thee,
|
| 605 |
+
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
|
| 606 |
+
If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
|
| 607 |
+
Injurious distance should not stop my way;
|
| 608 |
+
For then despite of space I would be brought,
|
| 609 |
+
From limits far remote where thou dost stay.
|
| 610 |
+
No matter then although my foot did stand
|
| 611 |
+
Upon the farthest earth removed from thee;
|
| 612 |
+
For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
|
| 613 |
+
As soon as think the place where he would be.
|
| 614 |
+
But ah! thought kills me that I am not thought,
|
| 615 |
+
To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
|
| 616 |
+
But that so much of earth and water wrought
|
| 617 |
+
I must attend time's leisure with my moan,
|
| 618 |
+
Receiving nought by elements so slow
|
| 619 |
+
But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
|
| 620 |
+
The other two, slight air and purging fire,
|
| 621 |
+
Are both with thee, wherever I abide;
|
| 622 |
+
The first my thought, the other my desire,
|
| 623 |
+
These present-absent with swift motion slide.
|
| 624 |
+
For when these quicker elements are gone
|
| 625 |
+
In tender embassy of love to thee,
|
| 626 |
+
My life, being made of four, with two alone
|
| 627 |
+
Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy;
|
| 628 |
+
Until life's composition be recured
|
| 629 |
+
By those swift messengers return'd from thee,
|
| 630 |
+
Who even but now come back again, assured
|
| 631 |
+
Of thy fair health, recounting it to me:
|
| 632 |
+
This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
|
| 633 |
+
I send them back again and straight grow sad.
|
| 634 |
+
Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
|
| 635 |
+
How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
|
| 636 |
+
Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
|
| 637 |
+
My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
|
| 638 |
+
My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
|
| 639 |
+
A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
|
| 640 |
+
But the defendant doth that plea deny
|
| 641 |
+
And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
|
| 642 |
+
To 'cide this title is impanneled
|
| 643 |
+
A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
|
| 644 |
+
And by their verdict is determined
|
| 645 |
+
The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:
|
| 646 |
+
As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
|
| 647 |
+
And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.
|
| 648 |
+
Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
|
| 649 |
+
And each doth good turns now unto the other:
|
| 650 |
+
When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,
|
| 651 |
+
Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
|
| 652 |
+
With my love's picture then my eye doth feast
|
| 653 |
+
And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
|
| 654 |
+
Another time mine eye is my heart's guest
|
| 655 |
+
And in his thoughts of love doth share a part:
|
| 656 |
+
So, either by thy picture or my love,
|
| 657 |
+
Thyself away art resent still with me;
|
| 658 |
+
For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
|
| 659 |
+
And I am still with them and they with thee;
|
| 660 |
+
Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
|
| 661 |
+
Awakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.
|
| 662 |
+
How careful was I, when I took my way,
|
| 663 |
+
Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
|
| 664 |
+
That to my use it might unused stay
|
| 665 |
+
From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
|
| 666 |
+
But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
|
| 667 |
+
Most worthy of comfort, now my greatest grief,
|
| 668 |
+
Thou, best of dearest and mine only care,
|
| 669 |
+
Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
|
| 670 |
+
Thee have I not lock'd up in any chest,
|
| 671 |
+
Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
|
| 672 |
+
Within the gentle closure of my breast,
|
| 673 |
+
From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
|
| 674 |
+
And even thence thou wilt be stol'n, I fear,
|
| 675 |
+
For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
|
| 676 |
+
Against that time, if ever that time come,
|
| 677 |
+
When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
|
| 678 |
+
When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
|
| 679 |
+
Call'd to that audit by advised respects;
|
| 680 |
+
Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass
|
| 681 |
+
And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,
|
| 682 |
+
When love, converted from the thing it was,
|
| 683 |
+
Shall reasons find of settled gravity,--
|
| 684 |
+
Against that time do I ensconce me here
|
| 685 |
+
Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
|
| 686 |
+
And this my hand against myself uprear,
|
| 687 |
+
To guard the lawful reasons on thy part:
|
| 688 |
+
To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws,
|
| 689 |
+
Since why to love I can allege no cause.
|
| 690 |
+
How heavy do I journey on the way,
|
| 691 |
+
When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
|
| 692 |
+
Doth teach that ease and that repose to say
|
| 693 |
+
'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!'
|
| 694 |
+
The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
|
| 695 |
+
Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
|
| 696 |
+
As if by some instinct the wretch did know
|
| 697 |
+
His rider loved not speed, being made from thee:
|
| 698 |
+
The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
|
| 699 |
+
That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide;
|
| 700 |
+
Which heavily he answers with a groan,
|
| 701 |
+
More sharp to me than spurring to his side;
|
| 702 |
+
For that same groan doth put this in my mind;
|
| 703 |
+
My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
|
| 704 |
+
Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
|
| 705 |
+
Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
|
| 706 |
+
From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
|
| 707 |
+
Till I return, of posting is no need.
|
| 708 |
+
O, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
|
| 709 |
+
When swift extremity can seem but slow?
|
| 710 |
+
Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
|
| 711 |
+
In winged speed no motion shall I know:
|
| 712 |
+
Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
|
| 713 |
+
Therefore desire of perfect'st love being made,
|
| 714 |
+
Shall neigh--no dull flesh--in his fiery race;
|
| 715 |
+
But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade;
|
| 716 |
+
Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
|
| 717 |
+
Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
|
| 718 |
+
So am I as the rich, whose blessed key
|
| 719 |
+
Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
|
| 720 |
+
The which he will not every hour survey,
|
| 721 |
+
For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
|
| 722 |
+
Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
|
| 723 |
+
Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,
|
| 724 |
+
Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
|
| 725 |
+
Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
|
| 726 |
+
So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
|
| 727 |
+
Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
|
| 728 |
+
To make some special instant special blest,
|
| 729 |
+
By new unfolding his imprison'd pride.
|
| 730 |
+
Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,
|
| 731 |
+
Being had, to triumph, being lack'd, to hope.
|
| 732 |
+
What is your substance, whereof are you made,
|
| 733 |
+
That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
|
| 734 |
+
Since every one hath, every one, one shade,
|
| 735 |
+
And you, but one, can every shadow lend.
|
| 736 |
+
Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
|
| 737 |
+
Is poorly imitated after you;
|
| 738 |
+
On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
|
| 739 |
+
And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
|
| 740 |
+
Speak of the spring and foison of the year;
|
| 741 |
+
The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
|
| 742 |
+
The other as your bounty doth appear;
|
| 743 |
+
And you in every blessed shape we know.
|
| 744 |
+
In all external grace you have some part,
|
| 745 |
+
But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
|
| 746 |
+
O, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
|
| 747 |
+
By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
|
| 748 |
+
The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
|
| 749 |
+
For that sweet odour which doth in it live.
|
| 750 |
+
The canker-blooms have full as deep a dye
|
| 751 |
+
As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
|
| 752 |
+
Hang on such thorns and play as wantonly
|
| 753 |
+
When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
|
| 754 |
+
But, for their virtue only is their show,
|
| 755 |
+
They live unwoo'd and unrespected fade,
|
| 756 |
+
Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
|
| 757 |
+
Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made:
|
| 758 |
+
And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
|
| 759 |
+
When that shall fade, my verse distills your truth.
|
| 760 |
+
Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
|
| 761 |
+
Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
|
| 762 |
+
But you shall shine more bright in these contents
|
| 763 |
+
Than unswept stone besmear'd with sluttish time.
|
| 764 |
+
When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
|
| 765 |
+
And broils root out the work of masonry,
|
| 766 |
+
Nor Mars his sword nor war's quick fire shall burn
|
| 767 |
+
The living record of your memory.
|
| 768 |
+
'Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
|
| 769 |
+
Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
|
| 770 |
+
Even in the eyes of all posterity
|
| 771 |
+
That wear this world out to the ending doom.
|
| 772 |
+
So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
|
| 773 |
+
You live in this, and dwell in lover's eyes.
|
| 774 |
+
Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
|
| 775 |
+
Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
|
| 776 |
+
Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
|
| 777 |
+
To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
|
| 778 |
+
So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
|
| 779 |
+
Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
|
| 780 |
+
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
|
| 781 |
+
The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
|
| 782 |
+
Let this sad interim like the ocean be
|
| 783 |
+
Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
|
| 784 |
+
Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
|
| 785 |
+
Return of love, more blest may be the view;
|
| 786 |
+
Else call it winter, which being full of care
|
| 787 |
+
Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
|
| 788 |
+
Being your slave, what should I do but tend
|
| 789 |
+
Upon the hours and times of your desire?
|
| 790 |
+
I have no precious time at all to spend,
|
| 791 |
+
Nor services to do, till you require.
|
| 792 |
+
Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
|
| 793 |
+
Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
|
| 794 |
+
Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
|
| 795 |
+
When you have bid your servant once adieu;
|
| 796 |
+
Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
|
| 797 |
+
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
|
| 798 |
+
But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
|
| 799 |
+
Save, where you are how happy you make those.
|
| 800 |
+
So true a fool is love that in your will,
|
| 801 |
+
Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.
|
| 802 |
+
That god forbid that made me first your slave,
|
| 803 |
+
I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
|
| 804 |
+
Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,
|
| 805 |
+
Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!
|
| 806 |
+
O, let me suffer, being at your beck,
|
| 807 |
+
The imprison'd absence of your liberty;
|
| 808 |
+
And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each check,
|
| 809 |
+
Without accusing you of injury.
|
| 810 |
+
Be where you list, your charter is so strong
|
| 811 |
+
That you yourself may privilege your time
|
| 812 |
+
To what you will; to you it doth belong
|
| 813 |
+
Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
|
| 814 |
+
I am to wait, though waiting so be hell;
|
| 815 |
+
Not blame your pleasure, be it ill or well.
|
| 816 |
+
If there be nothing new, but that which is
|
| 817 |
+
Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
|
| 818 |
+
Which, labouring for invention, bear amiss
|
| 819 |
+
The second burden of a former child!
|
| 820 |
+
O, that record could with a backward look,
|
| 821 |
+
Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
|
| 822 |
+
Show me your image in some antique book,
|
| 823 |
+
Since mind at first in character was done!
|
| 824 |
+
That I might see what the old world could say
|
| 825 |
+
To this composed wonder of your frame;
|
| 826 |
+
Whether we are mended, or whether better they,
|
| 827 |
+
Or whether revolution be the same.
|
| 828 |
+
O, sure I am, the wits of former days
|
| 829 |
+
To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
|
| 830 |
+
Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
|
| 831 |
+
So do our minutes hasten to their end;
|
| 832 |
+
Each changing place with that which goes before,
|
| 833 |
+
In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
|
| 834 |
+
Nativity, once in the main of light,
|
| 835 |
+
Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown'd,
|
| 836 |
+
Crooked elipses 'gainst his glory fight,
|
| 837 |
+
And Time that gave doth now his gift confound.
|
| 838 |
+
Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth
|
| 839 |
+
And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
|
| 840 |
+
Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
|
| 841 |
+
And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow:
|
| 842 |
+
And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
|
| 843 |
+
Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
|
| 844 |
+
Is it thy will thy image should keep open
|
| 845 |
+
My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
|
| 846 |
+
Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
|
| 847 |
+
While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
|
| 848 |
+
Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
|
| 849 |
+
So far from home into my deeds to pry,
|
| 850 |
+
To find out shames and idle hours in me,
|
| 851 |
+
The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
|
| 852 |
+
O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great:
|
| 853 |
+
It is my love that keeps mine eye awake;
|
| 854 |
+
Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
|
| 855 |
+
To play the watchman ever for thy sake:
|
| 856 |
+
For thee watch I whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
|
| 857 |
+
From me far off, with others all too near.
|
| 858 |
+
Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye
|
| 859 |
+
And all my soul and all my every part;
|
| 860 |
+
And for this sin there is no remedy,
|
| 861 |
+
It is so grounded inward in my heart.
|
| 862 |
+
Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
|
| 863 |
+
No shape so true, no truth of such account;
|
| 864 |
+
And for myself mine own worth do define,
|
| 865 |
+
As I all other in all worths surmount.
|
| 866 |
+
But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
|
| 867 |
+
Beated and chopp'd with tann'd antiquity,
|
| 868 |
+
Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
|
| 869 |
+
Self so self-loving were iniquity.
|
| 870 |
+
'Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise,
|
| 871 |
+
Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
|
| 872 |
+
Against my love shall be, as I am now,
|
| 873 |
+
With Time's injurious hand crush'd and o'er-worn;
|
| 874 |
+
When hours have drain'd his blood and fill'd his brow
|
| 875 |
+
With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
|
| 876 |
+
Hath travell'd on to age's steepy night,
|
| 877 |
+
And all those beauties whereof now he's king
|
| 878 |
+
Are vanishing or vanish'd out of sight,
|
| 879 |
+
Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
|
| 880 |
+
For such a time do I now fortify
|
| 881 |
+
Against confounding age's cruel knife,
|
| 882 |
+
That he shall never cut from memory
|
| 883 |
+
My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life:
|
| 884 |
+
His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
|
| 885 |
+
And they shall live, and he in them still green.
|
| 886 |
+
When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
|
| 887 |
+
The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
|
| 888 |
+
When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed
|
| 889 |
+
And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
|
| 890 |
+
When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
|
| 891 |
+
Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
|
| 892 |
+
And the firm soil win of the watery main,
|
| 893 |
+
Increasing store with loss and loss with store;
|
| 894 |
+
When I have seen such interchange of state,
|
| 895 |
+
Or state itself confounded to decay;
|
| 896 |
+
Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate,
|
| 897 |
+
That Time will come and take my love away.
|
| 898 |
+
This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
|
| 899 |
+
But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
|
| 900 |
+
Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
|
| 901 |
+
But sad mortality o'er-sways their power,
|
| 902 |
+
How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
|
| 903 |
+
Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
|
| 904 |
+
O, how shall summer's honey breath hold out
|
| 905 |
+
Against the wreckful siege of battering days,
|
| 906 |
+
When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
|
| 907 |
+
Nor gates of steel so strong, but Time decays?
|
| 908 |
+
O fearful meditation! where, alack,
|
| 909 |
+
Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
|
| 910 |
+
Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back?
|
| 911 |
+
Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
|
| 912 |
+
O, none, unless this miracle have might,
|
| 913 |
+
That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
|
| 914 |
+
Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
|
| 915 |
+
As, to behold desert a beggar born,
|
| 916 |
+
And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity,
|
| 917 |
+
And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
|
| 918 |
+
And guilded honour shamefully misplaced,
|
| 919 |
+
And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
|
| 920 |
+
And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
|
| 921 |
+
And strength by limping sway disabled,
|
| 922 |
+
And art made tongue-tied by authority,
|
| 923 |
+
And folly doctor-like controlling skill,
|
| 924 |
+
And simple truth miscall'd simplicity,
|
| 925 |
+
And captive good attending captain ill:
|
| 926 |
+
Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
|
| 927 |
+
Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.
|
| 928 |
+
Ah! wherefore with infection should he live,
|
| 929 |
+
And with his presence grace impiety,
|
| 930 |
+
That sin by him advantage should achieve
|
| 931 |
+
And lace itself with his society?
|
| 932 |
+
Why should false painting imitate his cheek
|
| 933 |
+
And steal dead seeing of his living hue?
|
| 934 |
+
Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
|
| 935 |
+
Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
|
| 936 |
+
Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is,
|
| 937 |
+
Beggar'd of blood to blush through lively veins?
|
| 938 |
+
For she hath no excheckr now but his,
|
| 939 |
+
And, proud of many, lives upon his gains.
|
| 940 |
+
O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had
|
| 941 |
+
In days long since, before these last so bad.
|
| 942 |
+
Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
|
| 943 |
+
When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
|
| 944 |
+
Before the bastard signs of fair were born,
|
| 945 |
+
Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
|
| 946 |
+
Before the golden tresses of the dead,
|
| 947 |
+
The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
|
| 948 |
+
To live a second life on second head;
|
| 949 |
+
Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
|
| 950 |
+
In him those holy antique hours are seen,
|
| 951 |
+
Without all ornament, itself and true,
|
| 952 |
+
Making no summer of another's green,
|
| 953 |
+
Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
|
| 954 |
+
And him as for a map doth Nature store,
|
| 955 |
+
To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
|
| 956 |
+
Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
|
| 957 |
+
Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
|
| 958 |
+
All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
|
| 959 |
+
Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
|
| 960 |
+
Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown'd;
|
| 961 |
+
But those same tongues that give thee so thine own
|
| 962 |
+
In other accents do this praise confound
|
| 963 |
+
By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
|
| 964 |
+
They look into the beauty of thy mind,
|
| 965 |
+
And that, in guess, they measure by thy deeds;
|
| 966 |
+
Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
|
| 967 |
+
To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
|
| 968 |
+
But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
|
| 969 |
+
The solve is this, that thou dost common grow.
|
| 970 |
+
That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
|
| 971 |
+
For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
|
| 972 |
+
The ornament of beauty is suspect,
|
| 973 |
+
A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
|
| 974 |
+
So thou be good, slander doth but approve
|
| 975 |
+
Thy worth the greater, being woo'd of time;
|
| 976 |
+
For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
|
| 977 |
+
And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
|
| 978 |
+
Thou hast pass'd by the ambush of young days,
|
| 979 |
+
Either not assail'd or victor being charged;
|
| 980 |
+
Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
|
| 981 |
+
To tie up envy evermore enlarged:
|
| 982 |
+
If some suspect of ill mask'd not thy show,
|
| 983 |
+
Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
|
| 984 |
+
No longer mourn for me when I am dead
|
| 985 |
+
Then you shall hear the surly sullen bell
|
| 986 |
+
Give warning to the world that I am fled
|
| 987 |
+
From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell:
|
| 988 |
+
Nay, if you read this line, remember not
|
| 989 |
+
The hand that writ it; for I love you so
|
| 990 |
+
That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot
|
| 991 |
+
If thinking on me then should make you woe.
|
| 992 |
+
O, if, I say, you look upon this verse
|
| 993 |
+
When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
|
| 994 |
+
Do not so much as my poor name rehearse.
|
| 995 |
+
But let your love even with my life decay,
|
| 996 |
+
Lest the wise world should look into your moan
|
| 997 |
+
And mock you with me after I am gone.
|
| 998 |
+
O, lest the world should task you to recite
|
| 999 |
+
What merit lived in me, that you should love
|
| 1000 |
+
After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
|
| 1001 |
+
For you in me can nothing worthy prove;
|
| 1002 |
+
Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
|
| 1003 |
+
To do more for me than mine own desert,
|
| 1004 |
+
And hang more praise upon deceased I
|
| 1005 |
+
Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
|
| 1006 |
+
O, lest your true love may seem false in this,
|
| 1007 |
+
That you for love speak well of me untrue,
|
| 1008 |
+
My name be buried where my body is,
|
| 1009 |
+
And live no more to shame nor me nor you.
|
| 1010 |
+
For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
|
| 1011 |
+
And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
|
| 1012 |
+
That time of year thou mayst in me behold
|
| 1013 |
+
When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
|
| 1014 |
+
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
|
| 1015 |
+
Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
|
| 1016 |
+
In me thou seest the twilight of such day
|
| 1017 |
+
As after sunset fadeth in the west,
|
| 1018 |
+
Which by and by black night doth take away,
|
| 1019 |
+
Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
|
| 1020 |
+
In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire
|
| 1021 |
+
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
|
| 1022 |
+
As the death-bed whereon it must expire
|
| 1023 |
+
Consumed with that which it was nourish'd by.
|
| 1024 |
+
This thou perceivest, which makes thy love more strong,
|
| 1025 |
+
To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
|
| 1026 |
+
But be contented: when that fell arrest
|
| 1027 |
+
Without all bail shall carry me away,
|
| 1028 |
+
My life hath in this line some interest,
|
| 1029 |
+
Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
|
| 1030 |
+
When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
|
| 1031 |
+
The very part was consecrate to thee:
|
| 1032 |
+
The earth can have but earth, which is his due;
|
| 1033 |
+
My spirit is thine, the better part of me:
|
| 1034 |
+
So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
|
| 1035 |
+
The prey of worms, my body being dead,
|
| 1036 |
+
The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
|
| 1037 |
+
Too base of thee to be remembered.
|
| 1038 |
+
The worth of that is that which it contains,
|
| 1039 |
+
And that is this, and this with thee remains.
|
| 1040 |
+
So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
|
| 1041 |
+
Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
|
| 1042 |
+
And for the peace of you I hold such strife
|
| 1043 |
+
As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found;
|
| 1044 |
+
Now proud as an enjoyer and anon
|
| 1045 |
+
Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
|
| 1046 |
+
Now counting best to be with you alone,
|
| 1047 |
+
Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure;
|
| 1048 |
+
Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
|
| 1049 |
+
And by and by clean starved for a look;
|
| 1050 |
+
Possessing or pursuing no delight,
|
| 1051 |
+
Save what is had or must from you be took.
|
| 1052 |
+
Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
|
| 1053 |
+
Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
|
| 1054 |
+
Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
|
| 1055 |
+
So far from variation or quick change?
|
| 1056 |
+
Why with the time do I not glance aside
|
| 1057 |
+
To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
|
| 1058 |
+
Why write I still all one, ever the same,
|
| 1059 |
+
And keep invention in a noted weed,
|
| 1060 |
+
That every word doth almost tell my name,
|
| 1061 |
+
Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
|
| 1062 |
+
O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
|
| 1063 |
+
And you and love are still my argument;
|
| 1064 |
+
So all my best is dressing old words new,
|
| 1065 |
+
Spending again what is already spent:
|
| 1066 |
+
For as the sun is daily new and old,
|
| 1067 |
+
So is my love still telling what is told.
|
| 1068 |
+
Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
|
| 1069 |
+
Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste;
|
| 1070 |
+
The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
|
| 1071 |
+
And of this book this learning mayst thou taste.
|
| 1072 |
+
The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
|
| 1073 |
+
Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
|
| 1074 |
+
Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
|
| 1075 |
+
Time's thievish progress to eternity.
|
| 1076 |
+
Look, what thy memory can not contain
|
| 1077 |
+
Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
|
| 1078 |
+
Those children nursed, deliver'd from thy brain,
|
| 1079 |
+
To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
|
| 1080 |
+
These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
|
| 1081 |
+
Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book.
|
| 1082 |
+
So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse
|
| 1083 |
+
And found such fair assistance in my verse
|
| 1084 |
+
As every alien pen hath got my use
|
| 1085 |
+
And under thee their poesy disperse.
|
| 1086 |
+
Thine eyes that taught the dumb on high to sing
|
| 1087 |
+
And heavy ignorance aloft to fly
|
| 1088 |
+
Have added feathers to the learned's wing
|
| 1089 |
+
And given grace a double majesty.
|
| 1090 |
+
Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
|
| 1091 |
+
Whose influence is thine and born of thee:
|
| 1092 |
+
In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
|
| 1093 |
+
And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
|
| 1094 |
+
But thou art all my art and dost advance
|
| 1095 |
+
As high as learning my rude ignorance.
|
| 1096 |
+
Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
|
| 1097 |
+
My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
|
| 1098 |
+
But now my gracious numbers are decay'd
|
| 1099 |
+
And my sick Muse doth give another place.
|
| 1100 |
+
I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
|
| 1101 |
+
Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
|
| 1102 |
+
Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
|
| 1103 |
+
He robs thee of and pays it thee again.
|
| 1104 |
+
He lends thee virtue and he stole that word
|
| 1105 |
+
From thy behavior; beauty doth he give
|
| 1106 |
+
And found it in thy cheek; he can afford
|
| 1107 |
+
No praise to thee but what in thee doth live.
|
| 1108 |
+
Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
|
| 1109 |
+
Since what he owes thee thou thyself dost pay.
|
| 1110 |
+
O, how I faint when I of you do write,
|
| 1111 |
+
Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
|
| 1112 |
+
And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
|
| 1113 |
+
To make me tongue-tied, speaking of your fame!
|
| 1114 |
+
But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
|
| 1115 |
+
The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
|
| 1116 |
+
My saucy bark inferior far to his
|
| 1117 |
+
On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
|
| 1118 |
+
Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
|
| 1119 |
+
Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
|
| 1120 |
+
Or being wreck'd, I am a worthless boat,
|
| 1121 |
+
He of tall building and of goodly pride:
|
| 1122 |
+
Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
|
| 1123 |
+
The worst was this; my love was my decay.
|
| 1124 |
+
Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
|
| 1125 |
+
Or you survive when I in earth am rotten;
|
| 1126 |
+
From hence your memory death cannot take,
|
| 1127 |
+
Although in me each part will be forgotten.
|
| 1128 |
+
Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
|
| 1129 |
+
Though I, once gone, to all the world must die:
|
| 1130 |
+
The earth can yield me but a common grave,
|
| 1131 |
+
When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie.
|
| 1132 |
+
Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
|
| 1133 |
+
Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
|
| 1134 |
+
And tongues to be your being shall rehearse
|
| 1135 |
+
When all the breathers of this world are dead;
|
| 1136 |
+
You still shall live--such virtue hath my pen--
|
| 1137 |
+
Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
|
| 1138 |
+
I grant thou wert not married to my Muse
|
| 1139 |
+
And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
|
| 1140 |
+
The dedicated words which writers use
|
| 1141 |
+
Of their fair subject, blessing every book
|
| 1142 |
+
Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
|
| 1143 |
+
Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
|
| 1144 |
+
And therefore art enforced to seek anew
|
| 1145 |
+
Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days
|
| 1146 |
+
And do so, love; yet when they have devised
|
| 1147 |
+
What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
|
| 1148 |
+
Thou truly fair wert truly sympathized
|
| 1149 |
+
In true plain words by thy true-telling friend;
|
| 1150 |
+
And their gross painting might be better used
|
| 1151 |
+
Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
|
| 1152 |
+
I never saw that you did painting need
|
| 1153 |
+
And therefore to your fair no painting set;
|
| 1154 |
+
I found, or thought I found, you did exceed
|
| 1155 |
+
The barren tender of a poet's debt;
|
| 1156 |
+
And therefore have I slept in your report,
|
| 1157 |
+
That you yourself being extant well might show
|
| 1158 |
+
How far a modern quill doth come too short,
|
| 1159 |
+
Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
|
| 1160 |
+
This silence for my sin you did impute,
|
| 1161 |
+
Which shall be most my glory, being dumb;
|
| 1162 |
+
For I impair not beauty being mute,
|
| 1163 |
+
When others would give life and bring a tomb.
|
| 1164 |
+
There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
|
| 1165 |
+
Than both your poets can in praise devise.
|
| 1166 |
+
Who is it that says most? which can say more
|
| 1167 |
+
Than this rich praise, that you alone are you?
|
| 1168 |
+
In whose confine immured is the store
|
| 1169 |
+
Which should example where your equal grew.
|
| 1170 |
+
Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
|
| 1171 |
+
That to his subject lends not some small glory;
|
| 1172 |
+
But he that writes of you, if he can tell
|
| 1173 |
+
That you are you, so dignifies his story,
|
| 1174 |
+
Let him but copy what in you is writ,
|
| 1175 |
+
Not making worse what nature made so clear,
|
| 1176 |
+
And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
|
| 1177 |
+
Making his style admired every where.
|
| 1178 |
+
You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
|
| 1179 |
+
Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
|
| 1180 |
+
My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
|
| 1181 |
+
While comments of your praise, richly compiled,
|
| 1182 |
+
Reserve their character with golden quill
|
| 1183 |
+
And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
|
| 1184 |
+
I think good thoughts whilst other write good words,
|
| 1185 |
+
And like unletter'd clerk still cry 'Amen'
|
| 1186 |
+
To every hymn that able spirit affords
|
| 1187 |
+
In polish'd form of well-refined pen.
|
| 1188 |
+
Hearing you praised, I say ''Tis so, 'tis true,'
|
| 1189 |
+
And to the most of praise add something more;
|
| 1190 |
+
But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
|
| 1191 |
+
Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before.
|
| 1192 |
+
Then others for the breath of words respect,
|
| 1193 |
+
Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
|
| 1194 |
+
Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
|
| 1195 |
+
Bound for the prize of all too precious you,
|
| 1196 |
+
That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
|
| 1197 |
+
Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
|
| 1198 |
+
Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
|
| 1199 |
+
Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
|
| 1200 |
+
No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
|
| 1201 |
+
Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
|
| 1202 |
+
He, nor that affable familiar ghost
|
| 1203 |
+
Which nightly gulls him with intelligence
|
| 1204 |
+
As victors of my silence cannot boast;
|
| 1205 |
+
I was not sick of any fear from thence:
|
| 1206 |
+
But when your countenance fill'd up his line,
|
| 1207 |
+
Then lack'd I matter; that enfeebled mine.
|
| 1208 |
+
Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
|
| 1209 |
+
And like enough thou know'st thy estimate:
|
| 1210 |
+
The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
|
| 1211 |
+
My bonds in thee are all determinate.
|
| 1212 |
+
For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
|
| 1213 |
+
And for that riches where is my deserving?
|
| 1214 |
+
The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
|
| 1215 |
+
And so my patent back again is swerving.
|
| 1216 |
+
Thyself thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing,
|
| 1217 |
+
Or me, to whom thou gavest it, else mistaking;
|
| 1218 |
+
So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
|
| 1219 |
+
Comes home again, on better judgment making.
|
| 1220 |
+
Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter,
|
| 1221 |
+
In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
|
| 1222 |
+
When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
|
| 1223 |
+
And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
|
| 1224 |
+
Upon thy side against myself I'll fight,
|
| 1225 |
+
And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
|
| 1226 |
+
With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
|
| 1227 |
+
Upon thy part I can set down a story
|
| 1228 |
+
Of faults conceal'd, wherein I am attainted,
|
| 1229 |
+
That thou in losing me shalt win much glory:
|
| 1230 |
+
And I by this will be a gainer too;
|
| 1231 |
+
For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
|
| 1232 |
+
The injuries that to myself I do,
|
| 1233 |
+
Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
|
| 1234 |
+
Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
|
| 1235 |
+
That for thy right myself will bear all wrong.
|
| 1236 |
+
Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
|
| 1237 |
+
And I will comment upon that offence;
|
| 1238 |
+
Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
|
| 1239 |
+
Against thy reasons making no defence.
|
| 1240 |
+
Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
|
| 1241 |
+
To set a form upon desired change,
|
| 1242 |
+
As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will,
|
| 1243 |
+
I will acquaintance strangle and look strange,
|
| 1244 |
+
Be absent from thy walks, and in my tongue
|
| 1245 |
+
Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
|
| 1246 |
+
Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong
|
| 1247 |
+
And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
|
| 1248 |
+
For thee against myself I'll vow debate,
|
| 1249 |
+
For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
|
| 1250 |
+
Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
|
| 1251 |
+
Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
|
| 1252 |
+
Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
|
| 1253 |
+
And do not drop in for an after-loss:
|
| 1254 |
+
Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scoped this sorrow,
|
| 1255 |
+
Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
|
| 1256 |
+
Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
|
| 1257 |
+
To linger out a purposed overthrow.
|
| 1258 |
+
If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
|
| 1259 |
+
When other petty griefs have done their spite
|
| 1260 |
+
But in the onset come; so shall I taste
|
| 1261 |
+
At first the very worst of fortune's might,
|
| 1262 |
+
And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
|
| 1263 |
+
Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.
|
| 1264 |
+
Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
|
| 1265 |
+
Some in their wealth, some in their bodies' force,
|
| 1266 |
+
Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill,
|
| 1267 |
+
Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
|
| 1268 |
+
And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
|
| 1269 |
+
Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:
|
| 1270 |
+
But these particulars are not my measure;
|
| 1271 |
+
All these I better in one general best.
|
| 1272 |
+
Thy love is better than high birth to me,
|
| 1273 |
+
Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
|
| 1274 |
+
Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
|
| 1275 |
+
And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
|
| 1276 |
+
Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
|
| 1277 |
+
All this away and me most wretched make.
|
| 1278 |
+
But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
|
| 1279 |
+
For term of life thou art assured mine,
|
| 1280 |
+
And life no longer than thy love will stay,
|
| 1281 |
+
For it depends upon that love of thine.
|
| 1282 |
+
Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
|
| 1283 |
+
When in the least of them my life hath end.
|
| 1284 |
+
I see a better state to me belongs
|
| 1285 |
+
Than that which on thy humour doth depend;
|
| 1286 |
+
Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
|
| 1287 |
+
Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
|
| 1288 |
+
O, what a happy title do I find,
|
| 1289 |
+
Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
|
| 1290 |
+
But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
|
| 1291 |
+
Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
|
| 1292 |
+
So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
|
| 1293 |
+
Like a deceived husband; so love's face
|
| 1294 |
+
May still seem love to me, though alter'd new;
|
| 1295 |
+
Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place:
|
| 1296 |
+
For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
|
| 1297 |
+
Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
|
| 1298 |
+
In many's looks the false heart's history
|
| 1299 |
+
Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange,
|
| 1300 |
+
But heaven in thy creation did decree
|
| 1301 |
+
That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
|
| 1302 |
+
Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be,
|
| 1303 |
+
Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell.
|
| 1304 |
+
How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
|
| 1305 |
+
if thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
|
| 1306 |
+
They that have power to hurt and will do none,
|
| 1307 |
+
That do not do the thing they most do show,
|
| 1308 |
+
Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
|
| 1309 |
+
Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow,
|
| 1310 |
+
They rightly do inherit heaven's graces
|
| 1311 |
+
And husband nature's riches from expense;
|
| 1312 |
+
They are the lords and owners of their faces,
|
| 1313 |
+
Others but stewards of their excellence.
|
| 1314 |
+
The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
|
| 1315 |
+
Though to itself it only live and die,
|
| 1316 |
+
But if that flower with base infection meet,
|
| 1317 |
+
The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
|
| 1318 |
+
For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
|
| 1319 |
+
Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.
|
| 1320 |
+
How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
|
| 1321 |
+
Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
|
| 1322 |
+
Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
|
| 1323 |
+
O, in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
|
| 1324 |
+
That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
|
| 1325 |
+
Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
|
| 1326 |
+
Cannot dispraise but in a kind of praise;
|
| 1327 |
+
Naming thy name blesses an ill report.
|
| 1328 |
+
O, what a mansion have those vices got
|
| 1329 |
+
Which for their habitation chose out thee,
|
| 1330 |
+
Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
|
| 1331 |
+
And all things turn to fair that eyes can see!
|
| 1332 |
+
Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
|
| 1333 |
+
The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
|
| 1334 |
+
Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
|
| 1335 |
+
Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
|
| 1336 |
+
Both grace and faults are loved of more and less;
|
| 1337 |
+
Thou makest faults graces that to thee resort.
|
| 1338 |
+
As on the finger of a throned queen
|
| 1339 |
+
The basest jewel will be well esteem'd,
|
| 1340 |
+
So are those errors that in thee are seen
|
| 1341 |
+
To truths translated and for true things deem'd.
|
| 1342 |
+
How many lambs might the stern wolf betray,
|
| 1343 |
+
If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
|
| 1344 |
+
How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
|
| 1345 |
+
If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
|
| 1346 |
+
But do not so; I love thee in such sort
|
| 1347 |
+
As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
|
| 1348 |
+
How like a winter hath my absence been
|
| 1349 |
+
From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
|
| 1350 |
+
What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
|
| 1351 |
+
What old December's bareness every where!
|
| 1352 |
+
And yet this time removed was summer's time,
|
| 1353 |
+
The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
|
| 1354 |
+
Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
|
| 1355 |
+
Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease:
|
| 1356 |
+
Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me
|
| 1357 |
+
But hope of orphans and unfather'd fruit;
|
| 1358 |
+
For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
|
| 1359 |
+
And, thou away, the very birds are mute;
|
| 1360 |
+
Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer
|
| 1361 |
+
That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
|
| 1362 |
+
From you have I been absent in the spring,
|
| 1363 |
+
When proud-pied April dress'd in all his trim
|
| 1364 |
+
Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
|
| 1365 |
+
That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him.
|
| 1366 |
+
Yet nor the lays of birds nor the sweet smell
|
| 1367 |
+
Of different flowers in odour and in hue
|
| 1368 |
+
Could make me any summer's story tell,
|
| 1369 |
+
Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;
|
| 1370 |
+
Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
|
| 1371 |
+
Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
|
| 1372 |
+
They were but sweet, but figures of delight,
|
| 1373 |
+
Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
|
| 1374 |
+
Yet seem'd it winter still, and, you away,
|
| 1375 |
+
As with your shadow I with these did play:
|
| 1376 |
+
The forward violet thus did I chide:
|
| 1377 |
+
Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
|
| 1378 |
+
If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
|
| 1379 |
+
Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
|
| 1380 |
+
In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed.
|
| 1381 |
+
The lily I condemned for thy hand,
|
| 1382 |
+
And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair:
|
| 1383 |
+
The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
|
| 1384 |
+
One blushing shame, another white despair;
|
| 1385 |
+
A third, nor red nor white, had stol'n of both
|
| 1386 |
+
And to his robbery had annex'd thy breath;
|
| 1387 |
+
But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth
|
| 1388 |
+
A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
|
| 1389 |
+
More flowers I noted, yet I none could see
|
| 1390 |
+
But sweet or colour it had stol'n from thee.
|
| 1391 |
+
Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long
|
| 1392 |
+
To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
|
| 1393 |
+
Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
|
| 1394 |
+
Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
|
| 1395 |
+
Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem
|
| 1396 |
+
In gentle numbers time so idly spent;
|
| 1397 |
+
Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem
|
| 1398 |
+
And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
|
| 1399 |
+
Rise, resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
|
| 1400 |
+
If Time have any wrinkle graven there;
|
| 1401 |
+
If any, be a satire to decay,
|
| 1402 |
+
And make Time's spoils despised every where.
|
| 1403 |
+
Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life;
|
| 1404 |
+
So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
|
| 1405 |
+
O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends
|
| 1406 |
+
For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
|
| 1407 |
+
Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
|
| 1408 |
+
So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
|
| 1409 |
+
Make answer, Muse: wilt thou not haply say
|
| 1410 |
+
'Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix'd;
|
| 1411 |
+
Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay;
|
| 1412 |
+
But best is best, if never intermix'd?'
|
| 1413 |
+
Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
|
| 1414 |
+
Excuse not silence so; for't lies in thee
|
| 1415 |
+
To make him much outlive a gilded tomb,
|
| 1416 |
+
And to be praised of ages yet to be.
|
| 1417 |
+
Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
|
| 1418 |
+
To make him seem long hence as he shows now.
|
| 1419 |
+
My love is strengthen'd, though more weak in seeming;
|
| 1420 |
+
I love not less, though less the show appear:
|
| 1421 |
+
That love is merchandized whose rich esteeming
|
| 1422 |
+
The owner's tongue doth publish every where.
|
| 1423 |
+
Our love was new and then but in the spring
|
| 1424 |
+
When I was wont to greet it with my lays,
|
| 1425 |
+
As Philomel in summer's front doth sing
|
| 1426 |
+
And stops her pipe in growth of riper days:
|
| 1427 |
+
Not that the summer is less pleasant now
|
| 1428 |
+
Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night,
|
| 1429 |
+
But that wild music burthens every bough
|
| 1430 |
+
And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
|
| 1431 |
+
Therefore like her I sometime hold my tongue,
|
| 1432 |
+
Because I would not dull you with my song.
|
| 1433 |
+
Alack, what poverty my Muse brings forth,
|
| 1434 |
+
That having such a scope to show her pride,
|
| 1435 |
+
The argument all bare is of more worth
|
| 1436 |
+
Than when it hath my added praise beside!
|
| 1437 |
+
O, blame me not, if I no more can write!
|
| 1438 |
+
Look in your glass, and there appears a face
|
| 1439 |
+
That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
|
| 1440 |
+
Dulling my lines and doing me disgrace.
|
| 1441 |
+
Were it not sinful then, striving to mend,
|
| 1442 |
+
To mar the subject that before was well?
|
| 1443 |
+
For to no other pass my verses tend
|
| 1444 |
+
Than of your graces and your gifts to tell;
|
| 1445 |
+
And more, much more, than in my verse can sit
|
| 1446 |
+
Your own glass shows you when you look in it.
|
| 1447 |
+
To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
|
| 1448 |
+
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
|
| 1449 |
+
Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold
|
| 1450 |
+
Have from the forests shook three summers' pride,
|
| 1451 |
+
Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn'd
|
| 1452 |
+
In process of the seasons have I seen,
|
| 1453 |
+
Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn'd,
|
| 1454 |
+
Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
|
| 1455 |
+
Ah! yet doth beauty, like a dial-hand,
|
| 1456 |
+
Steal from his figure and no pace perceived;
|
| 1457 |
+
So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
|
| 1458 |
+
Hath motion and mine eye may be deceived:
|
| 1459 |
+
For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred;
|
| 1460 |
+
Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
|
| 1461 |
+
Let not my love be call'd idolatry,
|
| 1462 |
+
Nor my beloved as an idol show,
|
| 1463 |
+
Since all alike my songs and praises be
|
| 1464 |
+
To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
|
| 1465 |
+
Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
|
| 1466 |
+
Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
|
| 1467 |
+
Therefore my verse to constancy confined,
|
| 1468 |
+
One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
|
| 1469 |
+
'Fair, kind and true' is all my argument,
|
| 1470 |
+
'Fair, kind, and true' varying to other words;
|
| 1471 |
+
And in this change is my invention spent,
|
| 1472 |
+
Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
|
| 1473 |
+
'Fair, kind, and true,' have often lived alone,
|
| 1474 |
+
Which three till now never kept seat in one.
|
| 1475 |
+
When in the chronicle of wasted time
|
| 1476 |
+
I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
|
| 1477 |
+
And beauty making beautiful old rhyme
|
| 1478 |
+
In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights,
|
| 1479 |
+
Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
|
| 1480 |
+
Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
|
| 1481 |
+
I see their antique pen would have express'd
|
| 1482 |
+
Even such a beauty as you master now.
|
| 1483 |
+
So all their praises are but prophecies
|
| 1484 |
+
Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
|
| 1485 |
+
And, for they look'd but with divining eyes,
|
| 1486 |
+
They had not skill enough your worth to sing:
|
| 1487 |
+
For we, which now behold these present days,
|
| 1488 |
+
Had eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
|
| 1489 |
+
Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
|
| 1490 |
+
Of the wide world dreaming on things to come,
|
| 1491 |
+
Can yet the lease of my true love control,
|
| 1492 |
+
Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom.
|
| 1493 |
+
The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured
|
| 1494 |
+
And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
|
| 1495 |
+
Incertainties now crown themselves assured
|
| 1496 |
+
And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
|
| 1497 |
+
Now with the drops of this most balmy time
|
| 1498 |
+
My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes,
|
| 1499 |
+
Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
|
| 1500 |
+
While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes:
|
| 1501 |
+
And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
|
| 1502 |
+
When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
|
| 1503 |
+
What's in the brain that ink may character
|
| 1504 |
+
Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
|
| 1505 |
+
What's new to speak, what new to register,
|
| 1506 |
+
That may express my love or thy dear merit?
|
| 1507 |
+
Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
|
| 1508 |
+
I must, each day say o'er the very same,
|
| 1509 |
+
Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine,
|
| 1510 |
+
Even as when first I hallow'd thy fair name.
|
| 1511 |
+
So that eternal love in love's fresh case
|
| 1512 |
+
Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
|
| 1513 |
+
Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
|
| 1514 |
+
But makes antiquity for aye his page,
|
| 1515 |
+
Finding the first conceit of love there bred
|
| 1516 |
+
Where time and outward form would show it dead.
|
| 1517 |
+
O, never say that I was false of heart,
|
| 1518 |
+
Though absence seem'd my flame to qualify.
|
| 1519 |
+
As easy might I from myself depart
|
| 1520 |
+
As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie:
|
| 1521 |
+
That is my home of love: if I have ranged,
|
| 1522 |
+
Like him that travels I return again,
|
| 1523 |
+
Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
|
| 1524 |
+
So that myself bring water for my stain.
|
| 1525 |
+
Never believe, though in my nature reign'd
|
| 1526 |
+
All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
|
| 1527 |
+
That it could so preposterously be stain'd,
|
| 1528 |
+
To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
|
| 1529 |
+
For nothing this wide universe I call,
|
| 1530 |
+
Save thou, my rose; in it thou art my all.
|
| 1531 |
+
Alas, 'tis true I have gone here and there
|
| 1532 |
+
And made myself a motley to the view,
|
| 1533 |
+
Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
|
| 1534 |
+
Made old offences of affections new;
|
| 1535 |
+
Most true it is that I have look'd on truth
|
| 1536 |
+
Askance and strangely: but, by all above,
|
| 1537 |
+
These blenches gave my heart another youth,
|
| 1538 |
+
And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
|
| 1539 |
+
Now all is done, have what shall have no end:
|
| 1540 |
+
Mine appetite I never more will grind
|
| 1541 |
+
On newer proof, to try an older friend,
|
| 1542 |
+
A god in love, to whom I am confined.
|
| 1543 |
+
Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
|
| 1544 |
+
Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
|
| 1545 |
+
O, for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
|
| 1546 |
+
The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
|
| 1547 |
+
That did not better for my life provide
|
| 1548 |
+
Than public means which public manners breeds.
|
| 1549 |
+
Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
|
| 1550 |
+
And almost thence my nature is subdued
|
| 1551 |
+
To what it works in, like the dyer's hand:
|
| 1552 |
+
Pity me then and wish I were renew'd;
|
| 1553 |
+
Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink
|
| 1554 |
+
Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection
|
| 1555 |
+
No bitterness that I will bitter think,
|
| 1556 |
+
Nor double penance, to correct correction.
|
| 1557 |
+
Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye
|
| 1558 |
+
Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
|
| 1559 |
+
Your love and pity doth the impression fill
|
| 1560 |
+
Which vulgar scandal stamp'd upon my brow;
|
| 1561 |
+
For what care I who calls me well or ill,
|
| 1562 |
+
So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
|
| 1563 |
+
You are my all the world, and I must strive
|
| 1564 |
+
To know my shames and praises from your tongue:
|
| 1565 |
+
None else to me, nor I to none alive,
|
| 1566 |
+
That my steel'd sense or changes right or wrong.
|
| 1567 |
+
In so profound abysm I throw all care
|
| 1568 |
+
Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
|
| 1569 |
+
To critic and to flatterer stopped are.
|
| 1570 |
+
Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
|
| 1571 |
+
You are so strongly in my purpose bred
|
| 1572 |
+
That all the world besides methinks are dead.
|
| 1573 |
+
Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
|
| 1574 |
+
And that which governs me to go about
|
| 1575 |
+
Doth part his function and is partly blind,
|
| 1576 |
+
Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
|
| 1577 |
+
For it no form delivers to the heart
|
| 1578 |
+
Of bird of flower, or shape, which it doth latch:
|
| 1579 |
+
Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
|
| 1580 |
+
Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch:
|
| 1581 |
+
For if it see the rudest or gentlest sight,
|
| 1582 |
+
The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
|
| 1583 |
+
The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
|
| 1584 |
+
The crow or dove, it shapes them to your feature:
|
| 1585 |
+
Incapable of more, replete with you,
|
| 1586 |
+
My most true mind thus makes mine eye untrue.
|
| 1587 |
+
Or whether doth my mind, being crown'd with you,
|
| 1588 |
+
Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
|
| 1589 |
+
Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true,
|
| 1590 |
+
And that your love taught it this alchemy,
|
| 1591 |
+
To make of monsters and things indigest
|
| 1592 |
+
Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
|
| 1593 |
+
Creating every bad a perfect best,
|
| 1594 |
+
As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
|
| 1595 |
+
O,'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing,
|
| 1596 |
+
And my great mind most kingly drinks it up:
|
| 1597 |
+
Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
|
| 1598 |
+
And to his palate doth prepare the cup:
|
| 1599 |
+
If it be poison'd, 'tis the lesser sin
|
| 1600 |
+
That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
|
| 1601 |
+
Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
|
| 1602 |
+
Even those that said I could not love you dearer:
|
| 1603 |
+
Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
|
| 1604 |
+
My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
|
| 1605 |
+
But reckoning time, whose million'd accidents
|
| 1606 |
+
Creep in 'twixt vows and change decrees of kings,
|
| 1607 |
+
Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
|
| 1608 |
+
Divert strong minds to the course of altering things;
|
| 1609 |
+
Alas, why, fearing of time's tyranny,
|
| 1610 |
+
Might I not then say 'Now I love you best,'
|
| 1611 |
+
When I was certain o'er incertainty,
|
| 1612 |
+
Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
|
| 1613 |
+
Love is a babe; then might I not say so,
|
| 1614 |
+
To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
|
| 1615 |
+
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
|
| 1616 |
+
Admit impediments. Love is not love
|
| 1617 |
+
Which alters when it alteration finds,
|
| 1618 |
+
Or bends with the remover to remove:
|
| 1619 |
+
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
|
| 1620 |
+
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
|
| 1621 |
+
It is the star to every wandering bark,
|
| 1622 |
+
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
|
| 1623 |
+
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
|
| 1624 |
+
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
|
| 1625 |
+
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
|
| 1626 |
+
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
|
| 1627 |
+
If this be error and upon me proved,
|
| 1628 |
+
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
|
| 1629 |
+
Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all
|
| 1630 |
+
Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
|
| 1631 |
+
Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
|
| 1632 |
+
Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
|
| 1633 |
+
That I have frequent been with unknown minds
|
| 1634 |
+
And given to time your own dear-purchased right
|
| 1635 |
+
That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
|
| 1636 |
+
Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
|
| 1637 |
+
Book both my wilfulness and errors down
|
| 1638 |
+
And on just proof surmise accumulate;
|
| 1639 |
+
Bring me within the level of your frown,
|
| 1640 |
+
But shoot not at me in your waken'd hate;
|
| 1641 |
+
Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
|
| 1642 |
+
The constancy and virtue of your love.
|
| 1643 |
+
Like as, to make our appetites more keen,
|
| 1644 |
+
With eager compounds we our palate urge,
|
| 1645 |
+
As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
|
| 1646 |
+
We sicken to shun sickness when we purge,
|
| 1647 |
+
Even so, being full of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
|
| 1648 |
+
To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding
|
| 1649 |
+
And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness
|
| 1650 |
+
To be diseased ere that there was true needing.
|
| 1651 |
+
Thus policy in love, to anticipate
|
| 1652 |
+
The ills that were not, grew to faults assured
|
| 1653 |
+
And brought to medicine a healthful state
|
| 1654 |
+
Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured:
|
| 1655 |
+
But thence I learn, and find the lesson true,
|
| 1656 |
+
Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
|
| 1657 |
+
What potions have I drunk of Siren tears,
|
| 1658 |
+
Distill'd from limbecks foul as hell within,
|
| 1659 |
+
Applying fears to hopes and hopes to fears,
|
| 1660 |
+
Still losing when I saw myself to win!
|
| 1661 |
+
What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
|
| 1662 |
+
Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
|
| 1663 |
+
How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted
|
| 1664 |
+
In the distraction of this madding fever!
|
| 1665 |
+
O benefit of ill! now I find true
|
| 1666 |
+
That better is by evil still made better;
|
| 1667 |
+
And ruin'd love, when it is built anew,
|
| 1668 |
+
Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
|
| 1669 |
+
So I return rebuked to my content
|
| 1670 |
+
And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent.
|
| 1671 |
+
That you were once unkind befriends me now,
|
| 1672 |
+
And for that sorrow which I then did feel
|
| 1673 |
+
Needs must I under my transgression bow,
|
| 1674 |
+
Unless my nerves were brass or hammer'd steel.
|
| 1675 |
+
For if you were by my unkindness shaken
|
| 1676 |
+
As I by yours, you've pass'd a hell of time,
|
| 1677 |
+
And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
|
| 1678 |
+
To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
|
| 1679 |
+
O, that our night of woe might have remember'd
|
| 1680 |
+
My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits,
|
| 1681 |
+
And soon to you, as you to me, then tender'd
|
| 1682 |
+
The humble salve which wounded bosoms fits!
|
| 1683 |
+
But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
|
| 1684 |
+
Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
|
| 1685 |
+
'Tis better to be vile than vile esteem'd,
|
| 1686 |
+
When not to be receives reproach of being,
|
| 1687 |
+
And the just pleasure lost which is so deem'd
|
| 1688 |
+
Not by our feeling but by others' seeing:
|
| 1689 |
+
For why should others false adulterate eyes
|
| 1690 |
+
Give salutation to my sportive blood?
|
| 1691 |
+
Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
|
| 1692 |
+
Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
|
| 1693 |
+
No, I am that I am, and they that level
|
| 1694 |
+
At my abuses reckon up their own:
|
| 1695 |
+
I may be straight, though they themselves be bevel;
|
| 1696 |
+
By their rank thoughts my deeds must not be shown;
|
| 1697 |
+
Unless this general evil they maintain,
|
| 1698 |
+
All men are bad, and in their badness reign.
|
| 1699 |
+
Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
|
| 1700 |
+
Full character'd with lasting memory,
|
| 1701 |
+
Which shall above that idle rank remain
|
| 1702 |
+
Beyond all date, even to eternity;
|
| 1703 |
+
Or at the least, so long as brain and heart
|
| 1704 |
+
Have faculty by nature to subsist;
|
| 1705 |
+
Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
|
| 1706 |
+
Of thee, thy record never can be miss'd.
|
| 1707 |
+
That poor retention could not so much hold,
|
| 1708 |
+
Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
|
| 1709 |
+
Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
|
| 1710 |
+
To trust those tables that receive thee more:
|
| 1711 |
+
To keep an adjunct to remember thee
|
| 1712 |
+
Were to import forgetfulness in me.
|
| 1713 |
+
No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
|
| 1714 |
+
Thy pyramids built up with newer might
|
| 1715 |
+
To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
|
| 1716 |
+
They are but dressings of a former sight.
|
| 1717 |
+
Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
|
| 1718 |
+
What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
|
| 1719 |
+
And rather make them born to our desire
|
| 1720 |
+
Than think that we before have heard them told.
|
| 1721 |
+
Thy registers and thee I both defy,
|
| 1722 |
+
Not wondering at the present nor the past,
|
| 1723 |
+
For thy records and what we see doth lie,
|
| 1724 |
+
Made more or less by thy continual haste.
|
| 1725 |
+
This I do vow and this shall ever be;
|
| 1726 |
+
I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
|
| 1727 |
+
If my dear love were but the child of state,
|
| 1728 |
+
It might for Fortune's bastard be unfather'd'
|
| 1729 |
+
As subject to Time's love or to Time's hate,
|
| 1730 |
+
Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather'd.
|
| 1731 |
+
No, it was builded far from accident;
|
| 1732 |
+
It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
|
| 1733 |
+
Under the blow of thralled discontent,
|
| 1734 |
+
Whereto the inviting time our fashion calls:
|
| 1735 |
+
It fears not policy, that heretic,
|
| 1736 |
+
Which works on leases of short-number'd hours,
|
| 1737 |
+
But all alone stands hugely politic,
|
| 1738 |
+
That it nor grows with heat nor drowns with showers.
|
| 1739 |
+
To this I witness call the fools of time,
|
| 1740 |
+
Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
|
| 1741 |
+
Were 't aught to me I bore the canopy,
|
| 1742 |
+
With my extern the outward honouring,
|
| 1743 |
+
Or laid great bases for eternity,
|
| 1744 |
+
Which prove more short than waste or ruining?
|
| 1745 |
+
Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour
|
| 1746 |
+
Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent,
|
| 1747 |
+
For compound sweet forgoing simple savour,
|
| 1748 |
+
Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
|
| 1749 |
+
No, let me be obsequious in thy heart,
|
| 1750 |
+
And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
|
| 1751 |
+
Which is not mix'd with seconds, knows no art,
|
| 1752 |
+
But mutual render, only me for thee.
|
| 1753 |
+
Hence, thou suborn'd informer! a true soul
|
| 1754 |
+
When most impeach'd stands least in thy control.
|
| 1755 |
+
O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
|
| 1756 |
+
Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour;
|
| 1757 |
+
Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
|
| 1758 |
+
Thy lovers withering as thy sweet self grow'st;
|
| 1759 |
+
If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
|
| 1760 |
+
As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
|
| 1761 |
+
She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
|
| 1762 |
+
May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill.
|
| 1763 |
+
Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
|
| 1764 |
+
She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure:
|
| 1765 |
+
Her audit, though delay'd, answer'd must be,
|
| 1766 |
+
And her quietus is to render thee.
|
| 1767 |
+
In the old age black was not counted fair,
|
| 1768 |
+
Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
|
| 1769 |
+
But now is black beauty's successive heir,
|
| 1770 |
+
And beauty slander'd with a bastard shame:
|
| 1771 |
+
For since each hand hath put on nature's power,
|
| 1772 |
+
Fairing the foul with art's false borrow'd face,
|
| 1773 |
+
Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
|
| 1774 |
+
But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
|
| 1775 |
+
Therefore my mistress' brows are raven black,
|
| 1776 |
+
Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
|
| 1777 |
+
At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
|
| 1778 |
+
Slandering creation with a false esteem:
|
| 1779 |
+
Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe,
|
| 1780 |
+
That every tongue says beauty should look so.
|
| 1781 |
+
How oft, when thou, my music, music play'st,
|
| 1782 |
+
Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
|
| 1783 |
+
With thy sweet fingers, when thou gently sway'st
|
| 1784 |
+
The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
|
| 1785 |
+
Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap
|
| 1786 |
+
To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
|
| 1787 |
+
Whilst my poor lips, which should that harvest reap,
|
| 1788 |
+
At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
|
| 1789 |
+
To be so tickled, they would change their state
|
| 1790 |
+
And situation with those dancing chips,
|
| 1791 |
+
O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
|
| 1792 |
+
Making dead wood more blest than living lips.
|
| 1793 |
+
Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
|
| 1794 |
+
Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
|
| 1795 |
+
The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
|
| 1796 |
+
Is lust in action; and till action, lust
|
| 1797 |
+
Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame,
|
| 1798 |
+
Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust,
|
| 1799 |
+
Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight,
|
| 1800 |
+
Past reason hunted, and no sooner had
|
| 1801 |
+
Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait
|
| 1802 |
+
On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
|
| 1803 |
+
Mad in pursuit and in possession so;
|
| 1804 |
+
Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme;
|
| 1805 |
+
A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
|
| 1806 |
+
Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream.
|
| 1807 |
+
All this the world well knows; yet none knows well
|
| 1808 |
+
To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
|
| 1809 |
+
My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
|
| 1810 |
+
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
|
| 1811 |
+
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
|
| 1812 |
+
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
|
| 1813 |
+
I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
|
| 1814 |
+
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
|
| 1815 |
+
And in some perfumes is there more delight
|
| 1816 |
+
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
|
| 1817 |
+
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
|
| 1818 |
+
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
|
| 1819 |
+
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
|
| 1820 |
+
My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
|
| 1821 |
+
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
|
| 1822 |
+
As any she belied with false compare.
|
| 1823 |
+
Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
|
| 1824 |
+
As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
|
| 1825 |
+
For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
|
| 1826 |
+
Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
|
| 1827 |
+
Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold
|
| 1828 |
+
Thy face hath not the power to make love groan:
|
| 1829 |
+
To say they err I dare not be so bold,
|
| 1830 |
+
Although I swear it to myself alone.
|
| 1831 |
+
And, to be sure that is not false I swear,
|
| 1832 |
+
A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face,
|
| 1833 |
+
One on another's neck, do witness bear
|
| 1834 |
+
Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
|
| 1835 |
+
In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
|
| 1836 |
+
And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
|
| 1837 |
+
Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
|
| 1838 |
+
Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain,
|
| 1839 |
+
Have put on black and loving mourners be,
|
| 1840 |
+
Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
|
| 1841 |
+
And truly not the morning sun of heaven
|
| 1842 |
+
Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
|
| 1843 |
+
Nor that full star that ushers in the even
|
| 1844 |
+
Doth half that glory to the sober west,
|
| 1845 |
+
As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
|
| 1846 |
+
O, let it then as well beseem thy heart
|
| 1847 |
+
To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
|
| 1848 |
+
And suit thy pity like in every part.
|
| 1849 |
+
Then will I swear beauty herself is black
|
| 1850 |
+
And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
|
| 1851 |
+
Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
|
| 1852 |
+
For that deep wound it gives my friend and me!
|
| 1853 |
+
Is't not enough to torture me alone,
|
| 1854 |
+
But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
|
| 1855 |
+
Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
|
| 1856 |
+
And my next self thou harder hast engross'd:
|
| 1857 |
+
Of him, myself, and thee, I am forsaken;
|
| 1858 |
+
A torment thrice threefold thus to be cross'd.
|
| 1859 |
+
Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward,
|
| 1860 |
+
But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
|
| 1861 |
+
Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
|
| 1862 |
+
Thou canst not then use rigor in my gaol:
|
| 1863 |
+
And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee,
|
| 1864 |
+
Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
|
| 1865 |
+
So, now I have confess'd that he is thine,
|
| 1866 |
+
And I myself am mortgaged to thy will,
|
| 1867 |
+
Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
|
| 1868 |
+
Thou wilt restore, to be my comfort still:
|
| 1869 |
+
But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
|
| 1870 |
+
For thou art covetous and he is kind;
|
| 1871 |
+
He learn'd but surety-like to write for me
|
| 1872 |
+
Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
|
| 1873 |
+
The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
|
| 1874 |
+
Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
|
| 1875 |
+
And sue a friend came debtor for my sake;
|
| 1876 |
+
So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
|
| 1877 |
+
Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me:
|
| 1878 |
+
He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
|
| 1879 |
+
Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy 'Will,'
|
| 1880 |
+
And 'Will' to boot, and 'Will' in overplus;
|
| 1881 |
+
More than enough am I that vex thee still,
|
| 1882 |
+
To thy sweet will making addition thus.
|
| 1883 |
+
Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
|
| 1884 |
+
Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
|
| 1885 |
+
Shall will in others seem right gracious,
|
| 1886 |
+
And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
|
| 1887 |
+
The sea all water, yet receives rain still
|
| 1888 |
+
And in abundance addeth to his store;
|
| 1889 |
+
So thou, being rich in 'Will,' add to thy 'Will'
|
| 1890 |
+
One will of mine, to make thy large 'Will' more.
|
| 1891 |
+
Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill;
|
| 1892 |
+
Think all but one, and me in that one 'Will.'
|
| 1893 |
+
If thy soul check thee that I come so near,
|
| 1894 |
+
Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy 'Will,'
|
| 1895 |
+
And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
|
| 1896 |
+
Thus far for love my love-suit, sweet, fulfil.
|
| 1897 |
+
'Will' will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
|
| 1898 |
+
Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one.
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| 1899 |
+
In things of great receipt with ease we prove
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| 1900 |
+
Among a number one is reckon'd none:
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| 1901 |
+
Then in the number let me pass untold,
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| 1902 |
+
Though in thy stores' account I one must be;
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| 1903 |
+
For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
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| 1904 |
+
That nothing me, a something sweet to thee:
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| 1905 |
+
Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
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| 1906 |
+
And then thou lovest me, for my name is 'Will.'
|
| 1907 |
+
Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
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| 1908 |
+
That they behold, and see not what they see?
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| 1909 |
+
They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
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| 1910 |
+
Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
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| 1911 |
+
If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks
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| 1912 |
+
Be anchor'd in the bay where all men ride,
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| 1913 |
+
Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
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| 1914 |
+
Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
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| 1915 |
+
Why should my heart think that a several plot
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| 1916 |
+
Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
|
| 1917 |
+
Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not,
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| 1918 |
+
To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
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| 1919 |
+
In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
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| 1920 |
+
And to this false plague are they now transferr'd.
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| 1921 |
+
When my love swears that she is made of truth
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| 1922 |
+
I do believe her, though I know she lies,
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| 1923 |
+
That she might think me some untutor'd youth,
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| 1924 |
+
Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
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| 1925 |
+
Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
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| 1926 |
+
Although she knows my days are past the best,
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| 1927 |
+
Simply I credit her false speaking tongue:
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| 1928 |
+
On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.
|
| 1929 |
+
But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
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| 1930 |
+
And wherefore say not I that I am old?
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| 1931 |
+
O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
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| 1932 |
+
And age in love loves not to have years told:
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| 1933 |
+
Therefore I lie with her and she with me,
|
| 1934 |
+
And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
|
| 1935 |
+
O, call not me to justify the wrong
|
| 1936 |
+
That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
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| 1937 |
+
Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue;
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| 1938 |
+
Use power with power and slay me not by art.
|
| 1939 |
+
Tell me thou lovest elsewhere, but in my sight,
|
| 1940 |
+
Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside:
|
| 1941 |
+
What need'st thou wound with cunning when thy might
|
| 1942 |
+
Is more than my o'er-press'd defense can bide?
|
| 1943 |
+
Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
|
| 1944 |
+
Her pretty looks have been mine enemies,
|
| 1945 |
+
And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
|
| 1946 |
+
That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
|
| 1947 |
+
Yet do not so; but since I am near slain,
|
| 1948 |
+
Kill me outright with looks and rid my pain.
|
| 1949 |
+
Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press
|
| 1950 |
+
My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain;
|
| 1951 |
+
Lest sorrow lend me words and words express
|
| 1952 |
+
The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
|
| 1953 |
+
If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
|
| 1954 |
+
Though not to love, yet, love, to tell me so;
|
| 1955 |
+
As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
|
| 1956 |
+
No news but health from their physicians know;
|
| 1957 |
+
For if I should despair, I should grow mad,
|
| 1958 |
+
And in my madness might speak ill of thee:
|
| 1959 |
+
Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
|
| 1960 |
+
Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be,
|
| 1961 |
+
That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
|
| 1962 |
+
Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
|
| 1963 |
+
In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
|
| 1964 |
+
For they in thee a thousand errors note;
|
| 1965 |
+
But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
|
| 1966 |
+
Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
|
| 1967 |
+
Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
|
| 1968 |
+
Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
|
| 1969 |
+
Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
|
| 1970 |
+
To any sensual feast with thee alone:
|
| 1971 |
+
But my five wits nor my five senses can
|
| 1972 |
+
Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
|
| 1973 |
+
Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man,
|
| 1974 |
+
Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
|
| 1975 |
+
Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
|
| 1976 |
+
That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
|
| 1977 |
+
Love is my sin and thy dear virtue hate,
|
| 1978 |
+
Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving:
|
| 1979 |
+
O, but with mine compare thou thine own state,
|
| 1980 |
+
And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
|
| 1981 |
+
Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine,
|
| 1982 |
+
That have profaned their scarlet ornaments
|
| 1983 |
+
And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine,
|
| 1984 |
+
Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents.
|
| 1985 |
+
Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those
|
| 1986 |
+
Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee:
|
| 1987 |
+
Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows
|
| 1988 |
+
Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
|
| 1989 |
+
If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
|
| 1990 |
+
By self-example mayst thou be denied!
|
| 1991 |
+
Lo! as a careful housewife runs to catch
|
| 1992 |
+
One of her feather'd creatures broke away,
|
| 1993 |
+
Sets down her babe and makes an swift dispatch
|
| 1994 |
+
In pursuit of the thing she would have stay,
|
| 1995 |
+
Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
|
| 1996 |
+
Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
|
| 1997 |
+
To follow that which flies before her face,
|
| 1998 |
+
Not prizing her poor infant's discontent;
|
| 1999 |
+
So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee,
|
| 2000 |
+
Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind;
|
| 2001 |
+
But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
|
| 2002 |
+
And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind:
|
| 2003 |
+
So will I pray that thou mayst have thy 'Will,'
|
| 2004 |
+
If thou turn back, and my loud crying still.
|
| 2005 |
+
Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
|
| 2006 |
+
Which like two spirits do suggest me still:
|
| 2007 |
+
The better angel is a man right fair,
|
| 2008 |
+
The worser spirit a woman colour'd ill.
|
| 2009 |
+
To win me soon to hell, my female evil
|
| 2010 |
+
Tempteth my better angel from my side,
|
| 2011 |
+
And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
|
| 2012 |
+
Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
|
| 2013 |
+
And whether that my angel be turn'd fiend
|
| 2014 |
+
Suspect I may, but not directly tell;
|
| 2015 |
+
But being both from me, both to each friend,
|
| 2016 |
+
I guess one angel in another's hell:
|
| 2017 |
+
Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
|
| 2018 |
+
Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
|
| 2019 |
+
Those lips that Love's own hand did make
|
| 2020 |
+
Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'
|
| 2021 |
+
To me that languish'd for her sake;
|
| 2022 |
+
But when she saw my woeful state,
|
| 2023 |
+
Straight in her heart did mercy come,
|
| 2024 |
+
Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
|
| 2025 |
+
Was used in giving gentle doom,
|
| 2026 |
+
And taught it thus anew to greet:
|
| 2027 |
+
'I hate' she alter'd with an end,
|
| 2028 |
+
That follow'd it as gentle day
|
| 2029 |
+
Doth follow night, who like a fiend
|
| 2030 |
+
From heaven to hell is flown away;
|
| 2031 |
+
'I hate' from hate away she threw,
|
| 2032 |
+
And saved my life, saying 'not you.'
|
| 2033 |
+
Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
|
| 2034 |
+
these rebel powers that thee array;
|
| 2035 |
+
Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
|
| 2036 |
+
Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
|
| 2037 |
+
Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
|
| 2038 |
+
Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
|
| 2039 |
+
Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
|
| 2040 |
+
Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end?
|
| 2041 |
+
Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
|
| 2042 |
+
And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
|
| 2043 |
+
Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;
|
| 2044 |
+
Within be fed, without be rich no more:
|
| 2045 |
+
So shalt thou feed on Death, that feeds on men,
|
| 2046 |
+
And Death once dead, there's no more dying then.
|
| 2047 |
+
My love is as a fever, longing still
|
| 2048 |
+
For that which longer nurseth the disease,
|
| 2049 |
+
Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
|
| 2050 |
+
The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
|
| 2051 |
+
My reason, the physician to my love,
|
| 2052 |
+
Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
|
| 2053 |
+
Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
|
| 2054 |
+
Desire is death, which physic did except.
|
| 2055 |
+
Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
|
| 2056 |
+
And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
|
| 2057 |
+
My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
|
| 2058 |
+
At random from the truth vainly express'd;
|
| 2059 |
+
For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright,
|
| 2060 |
+
Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
|
| 2061 |
+
O me, what eyes hath Love put in my head,
|
| 2062 |
+
Which have no correspondence with true sight!
|
| 2063 |
+
Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
|
| 2064 |
+
That censures falsely what they see aright?
|
| 2065 |
+
If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
|
| 2066 |
+
What means the world to say it is not so?
|
| 2067 |
+
If it be not, then love doth well denote
|
| 2068 |
+
Love's eye is not so true as all men's 'No.'
|
| 2069 |
+
How can it? O, how can Love's eye be true,
|
| 2070 |
+
That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
|
| 2071 |
+
No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
|
| 2072 |
+
The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
|
| 2073 |
+
O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
|
| 2074 |
+
Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
|
| 2075 |
+
Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not,
|
| 2076 |
+
When I against myself with thee partake?
|
| 2077 |
+
Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
|
| 2078 |
+
Am of myself, all tyrant, for thy sake?
|
| 2079 |
+
Who hateth thee that I do call my friend?
|
| 2080 |
+
On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon?
|
| 2081 |
+
Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
|
| 2082 |
+
Revenge upon myself with present moan?
|
| 2083 |
+
What merit do I in myself respect,
|
| 2084 |
+
That is so proud thy service to despise,
|
| 2085 |
+
When all my best doth worship thy defect,
|
| 2086 |
+
Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
|
| 2087 |
+
But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind;
|
| 2088 |
+
Those that can see thou lovest, and I am blind.
|
| 2089 |
+
O, from what power hast thou this powerful might
|
| 2090 |
+
With insufficiency my heart to sway?
|
| 2091 |
+
To make me give the lie to my true sight,
|
| 2092 |
+
And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
|
| 2093 |
+
Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
|
| 2094 |
+
That in the very refuse of thy deeds
|
| 2095 |
+
There is such strength and warrantize of skill
|
| 2096 |
+
That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds?
|
| 2097 |
+
Who taught thee how to make me love thee more
|
| 2098 |
+
The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
|
| 2099 |
+
O, though I love what others do abhor,
|
| 2100 |
+
With others thou shouldst not abhor my state:
|
| 2101 |
+
If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
|
| 2102 |
+
More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
|
| 2103 |
+
Love is too young to know what conscience is;
|
| 2104 |
+
Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
|
| 2105 |
+
Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
|
| 2106 |
+
Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
|
| 2107 |
+
For, thou betraying me, I do betray
|
| 2108 |
+
My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
|
| 2109 |
+
My soul doth tell my body that he may
|
| 2110 |
+
Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason;
|
| 2111 |
+
But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee
|
| 2112 |
+
As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
|
| 2113 |
+
He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
|
| 2114 |
+
To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
|
| 2115 |
+
No want of conscience hold it that I call
|
| 2116 |
+
Her love for whose dear love I rise and fall.
|
| 2117 |
+
In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
|
| 2118 |
+
But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing,
|
| 2119 |
+
In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn,
|
| 2120 |
+
In vowing new hate after new love bearing.
|
| 2121 |
+
But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
|
| 2122 |
+
When I break twenty? I am perjured most;
|
| 2123 |
+
For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee
|
| 2124 |
+
And all my honest faith in thee is lost,
|
| 2125 |
+
For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
|
| 2126 |
+
Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy,
|
| 2127 |
+
And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness,
|
| 2128 |
+
Or made them swear against the thing they see;
|
| 2129 |
+
For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured eye,
|
| 2130 |
+
To swear against the truth so foul a lie!
|
| 2131 |
+
Cupid laid by his brand, and fell asleep:
|
| 2132 |
+
A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
|
| 2133 |
+
And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
|
| 2134 |
+
In a cold valley-fountain of that ground;
|
| 2135 |
+
Which borrow'd from this holy fire of Love
|
| 2136 |
+
A dateless lively heat, still to endure,
|
| 2137 |
+
And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
|
| 2138 |
+
Against strange maladies a sovereign cure.
|
| 2139 |
+
But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
|
| 2140 |
+
The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
|
| 2141 |
+
I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
|
| 2142 |
+
And thither hied, a sad distemper'd guest,
|
| 2143 |
+
But found no cure: the bath for my help lies
|
| 2144 |
+
Where Cupid got new fire--my mistress' eyes.
|
| 2145 |
+
The little Love-god lying once asleep
|
| 2146 |
+
Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
|
| 2147 |
+
Whilst many nymphs that vow'd chaste life to keep
|
| 2148 |
+
Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand
|
| 2149 |
+
The fairest votary took up that fire
|
| 2150 |
+
Which many legions of true hearts had warm'd;
|
| 2151 |
+
And so the general of hot desire
|
| 2152 |
+
Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarm'd.
|
| 2153 |
+
This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
|
| 2154 |
+
Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
|
| 2155 |
+
Growing a bath and healthful remedy
|
| 2156 |
+
For men diseased; but I, my mistress' thrall,
|
| 2157 |
+
Came there for cure, and this by that I prove,
|
| 2158 |
+
Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.
|