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+ FROM fairest creatures we desire increase,
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+ That thereby beauty's rose might never die,
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+ But as the riper should by time decease,
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+ His tender heir might bear his memory:
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+ But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes,
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+ Feed'st thy light'st flame with self-substantial fuel,
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+ Making a famine where abundance lies,
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+ Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel.
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+ Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament
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+ And only herald to the gaudy spring,
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+ Within thine own bud buriest thy content
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+ And, tender churl, makest waste in niggarding.
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+ Pity the world, or else this glutton be,
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+ To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
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+ When forty winters shall beseige thy brow,
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+ And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field,
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+ Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now,
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+ Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held:
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+ Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies,
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+ Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,
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+ To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,
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+ Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.
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+ How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use,
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+ If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine
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+ Shall sum my count and make my old excuse,'
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+ Proving his beauty by succession thine!
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+ This were to be new made when thou art old,
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+ And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.
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+ Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest
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+ Now is the time that face should form another;
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+ Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,
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+ Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.
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+ For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb
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+ Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?
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+ Or who is he so fond will be the tomb
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+ Of his self-love, to stop posterity?
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+ Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee
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+ Calls back the lovely April of her prime:
39
+ So thou through windows of thine age shall see
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+ Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.
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+ But if thou live, remember'd not to be,
42
+ Die single, and thine image dies with thee.
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+ Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend
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+ Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy?
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+ Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend,
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+ And being frank she lends to those are free.
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+ Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse
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+ The bounteous largess given thee to give?
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+ Profitless usurer, why dost thou use
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+ So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live?
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+ For having traffic with thyself alone,
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+ Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive.
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+ Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone,
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+ What acceptable audit canst thou leave?
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+ Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee,
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+ Which, used, lives th' executor to be.
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+ Those hours, that with gentle work did frame
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+ The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
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+ Will play the tyrants to the very same
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+ And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
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+ For never-resting time leads summer on
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+ To hideous winter and confounds him there;
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+ Sap check'd with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
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+ Beauty o'ersnow'd and bareness every where:
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+ Then, were not summer's distillation left,
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+ A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
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+ Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
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+ Nor it nor no remembrance what it was:
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+ But flowers distill'd though they with winter meet,
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+ Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet.
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+ Then let not winter's ragged hand deface
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+ In thee thy summer, ere thou be distill'd:
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+ Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place
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+ With beauty's treasure, ere it be self-kill'd.
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+ That use is not forbidden usury,
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+ Which happies those that pay the willing loan;
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+ That's for thyself to breed another thee,
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+ Or ten times happier, be it ten for one;
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+ Ten times thyself were happier than thou art,
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+ If ten of thine ten times refigured thee:
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+ Then what could death do, if thou shouldst depart,
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+ Leaving thee living in posterity?
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+ Be not self-will'd, for thou art much too fair
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+ To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir.
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+ Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
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+ Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
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+ Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
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+ Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
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+ And having climb'd the steep-up heavenly hill,
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+ Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
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+ Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
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+ Attending on his golden pilgrimage;
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+ But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
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+ Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
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+ The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
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+ From his low tract and look another way:
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+ So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
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+ Unlook'd on diest, unless thou get a son.
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+ Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
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+ Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy.
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+ Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly,
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+ Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy?
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+ If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
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+ By unions married, do offend thine ear,
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+ They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
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+ In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
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+ Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
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+ Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
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+ Resembling sire and child and happy mother
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+ Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
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+ Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one,
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+ Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none.'
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+ Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye
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+ That thou consumest thyself in single life?
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+ Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die.
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+ The world will wail thee, like a makeless wife;
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+ The world will be thy widow and still weep
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+ That thou no form of thee hast left behind,
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+ When every private widow well may keep
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+ By children's eyes her husband's shape in mind.
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+ Look, what an unthrift in the world doth spend
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+ Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it;
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+ But beauty's waste hath in the world an end,
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+ And kept unused, the user so destroys it.
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+ No love toward others in that bosom sits
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+ That on himself such murderous shame commits.
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+ For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
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+ Who for thyself art so unprovident.
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+ Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
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+ But that thou none lovest is most evident;
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+ For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate
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+ That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
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+ Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
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+ Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
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+ O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
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+ Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
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+ Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
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+ Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
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+ Make thee another self, for love of me,
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+ That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
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+ As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou growest
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+ In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
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+ And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestowest
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+ Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
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+ Herein lives wisdom, beauty and increase:
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+ Without this, folly, age and cold decay:
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+ If all were minded so, the times should cease
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+ And threescore year would make the world away.
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+ Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
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+ Harsh featureless and rude, barrenly perish:
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+ Look, whom she best endow'd she gave the more;
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+ Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish:
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+ She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
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+ Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.
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+ When I do count the clock that tells the time,
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+ And see the brave day sunk in hideous night;
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+ When I behold the violet past prime,
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+ And sable curls all silver'd o'er with white;
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+ When lofty trees I see barren of leaves
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+ Which erst from heat did canopy the herd,
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+ And summer's green all girded up in sheaves
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+ Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard,
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+ Then of thy beauty do I question make,
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+ That thou among the wastes of time must go,
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+ Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake
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+ And die as fast as they see others grow;
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+ And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence
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+ Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence.
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+ O, that you were yourself! but, love, you are
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+ No longer yours than you yourself here live:
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+ Against this coming end you should prepare,
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+ And your sweet semblance to some other give.
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+ So should that beauty which you hold in lease
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+ Find no determination: then you were
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+ Yourself again after yourself's decease,
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+ When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear.
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+ Who lets so fair a house fall to decay,
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+ Which husbandry in honour might uphold
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+ Against the stormy gusts of winter's day
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+ And barren rage of death's eternal cold?
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+ O, none but unthrifts! Dear my love, you know
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+ You had a father: let your son say so.
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+ Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck;
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+ And yet methinks I have astronomy,
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+ But not to tell of good or evil luck,
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+ Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
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+ Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
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+ Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
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+ Or say with princes if it shall go well,
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+ By oft predict that I in heaven find:
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+ But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
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+ And, constant stars, in them I read such art
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+ As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
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+ If from thyself to store thou wouldst convert;
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+ Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
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+ Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date.
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+ When I consider every thing that grows
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+ Holds in perfection but a little moment,
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+ That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
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+ Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
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+ When I perceive that men as plants increase,
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+ Cheered and check'd even by the self-same sky,
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+ Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
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+ And wear their brave state out of memory;
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+ Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
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+ Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
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+ Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay,
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+ To change your day of youth to sullied night;
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+ And all in war with Time for love of you,
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+ As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
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+ But wherefore do not you a mightier way
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+ Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time?
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+ And fortify yourself in your decay
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+ With means more blessed than my barren rhyme?
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+ Now stand you on the top of happy hours,
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+ And many maiden gardens yet unset
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+ With virtuous wish would bear your living flowers,
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+ Much liker than your painted counterfeit:
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+ So should the lines of life that life repair,
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+ Which this, Time's pencil, or my pupil pen,
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+ Neither in inward worth nor outward fair,
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+ Can make you live yourself in eyes of men.
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+ To give away yourself keeps yourself still,
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+ And you must live, drawn by your own sweet skill.
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+ Who will believe my verse in time to come,
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+ If it were fill'd with your most high deserts?
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+ Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
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+ Which hides your life and shows not half your parts.
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+ If I could write the beauty of your eyes
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+ And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
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+ The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
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+ Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.'
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+ So should my papers yellow'd with their age
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+ Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue,
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+ And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage
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+ And stretched metre of an antique song:
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+ But were some child of yours alive that time,
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+ You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme.
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+
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+ XVIII.
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+
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+ Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
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+ Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
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+ Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
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+ And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
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+ Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
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+ And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
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+ And every fair from fair sometime declines,
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+ By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
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+ But thy eternal summer shall not fade
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+ Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
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+ Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
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+ When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
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+ So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
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+ So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
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+ Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws,
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+ And make the earth devour her own sweet brood;
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+ Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws,
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+ And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood;
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+ Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets,
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+ And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time,
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+ To the wide world and all her fading sweets;
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+ But I forbid thee one most heinous crime:
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+ O, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow,
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+ Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen;
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+ Him in thy course untainted do allow
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+ For beauty's pattern to succeeding men.
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+ Yet, do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong,
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+ My love shall in my verse ever live young.
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+ A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
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+ Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
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+ A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
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+ With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
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+ An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
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+ Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
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+ A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
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+ Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
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+ And for a woman wert thou first created;
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+ Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
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+ And by addition me of thee defeated,
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+ By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
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+ But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
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+ Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
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+ So is it not with me as with that Muse
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+ Stirr'd by a painted beauty to his verse,
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+ Who heaven itself for ornament doth use
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+ And every fair with his fair doth rehearse
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+ Making a couplement of proud compare,
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+ With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems,
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+ With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare
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+ That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems.
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+ O' let me, true in love, but truly write,
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+ And then believe me, my love is as fair
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+ As any mother's child, though not so bright
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+ As those gold candles fix'd in heaven's air:
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+ Let them say more than like of hearsay well;
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+ I will not praise that purpose not to sell.
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+ My glass shall not persuade me I am old,
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+ So long as youth and thou are of one date;
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+ But when in thee time's furrows I behold,
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+ Then look I death my days should expiate.
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+ For all that beauty that doth cover thee
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+ Is but the seemly raiment of my heart,
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+ Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me:
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+ How can I then be elder than thou art?
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+ O, therefore, love, be of thyself so wary
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+ As I, not for myself, but for thee will;
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+ Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary
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+ As tender nurse her babe from faring ill.
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+ Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain;
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+ Thou gavest me thine, not to give back again.
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+ As an unperfect actor on the stage
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+ Who with his fear is put besides his part,
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+ Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
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+ Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart.
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+ So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
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+ The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
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+ And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
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+ O'ercharged with burden of mine own love's might.
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+ O, let my books be then the eloquence
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+ And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
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+ Who plead for love and look for recompense
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+ More than that tongue that more hath more express'd.
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+ O, learn to read what silent love hath writ:
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+ To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.
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+ Mine eye hath play'd the painter and hath stell'd
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+ Thy beauty's form in table of my heart;
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+ My body is the frame wherein 'tis held,
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+ And perspective it is the painter's art.
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+ For through the painter must you see his skill,
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+ To find where your true image pictured lies;
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+ Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still,
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+ That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes.
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+ Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done:
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+ Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me
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+ Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun
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+ Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee;
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+ Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art;
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+ They draw but what they see, know not the heart.
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+ Let those who are in favour with their stars
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+ Of public honour and proud titles boast,
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+ Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
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+ Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
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+ Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
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+ But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
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+ And in themselves their pride lies buried,
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+ For at a frown they in their glory die.
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+ The painful warrior famoused for fight,
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+ After a thousand victories once foil'd,
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+ Is from the book of honour razed quite,
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+ And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:
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+ Then happy I, that love and am beloved
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+ Where I may not remove nor be removed.
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+ ord of my love, to whom in vassalage
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+ Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit,
356
+ To thee I send this written embassage,
357
+ To witness duty, not to show my wit:
358
+ Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine
359
+ May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it,
360
+ But that I hope some good conceit of thine
361
+ In thy soul's thought, all naked, will bestow it;
362
+ Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
363
+ Points on me graciously with fair aspect
364
+ And puts apparel on my tatter'd loving,
365
+ To show me worthy of thy sweet respect:
366
+ Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee;
367
+ Till then not show my head where thou mayst prove me.
368
+ Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed,
369
+ The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
370
+ But then begins a journey in my head,
371
+ To work my mind, when body's work's expired:
372
+ For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
373
+ Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
374
+ And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
375
+ Looking on darkness which the blind do see
376
+ Save that my soul's imaginary sight
377
+ Presents thy shadow to my sightless view,
378
+ Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night,
379
+ Makes black night beauteous and her old face new.
380
+ Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind,
381
+ For thee and for myself no quiet find.
382
+ ow can I then return in happy plight,
383
+ That am debarr'd the benefit of rest?
384
+ When day's oppression is not eased by night,
385
+ But day by night, and night by day, oppress'd?
386
+ And each, though enemies to either's reign,
387
+ Do in consent shake hands to torture me;
388
+ The one by toil, the other to complain
389
+ How far I toil, still farther off from thee.
390
+ I tell the day, to please them thou art bright
391
+ And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven:
392
+ So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night,
393
+ When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even.
394
+ But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer
395
+ And night doth nightly make grief's strengthseem stronger.
396
+ When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
397
+ I all alone beweep my outcast state
398
+ And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
399
+ And look upon myself and curse my fate,
400
+ Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
401
+ Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
402
+ Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
403
+ With what I most enjoy contented least;
404
+ Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
405
+ Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
406
+ Like to the lark at break of day arising
407
+ From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
408
+ For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
409
+ That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
410
+ When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
411
+ I summon up remembrance of things past,
412
+ I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
413
+ And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste:
414
+ Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow,
415
+ For precious friends hid in death's dateless night,
416
+ And weep afresh love's long since cancell'd woe,
417
+ And moan the expense of many a vanish'd sight:
418
+ Then can I grieve at grievances foregone,
419
+ And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er
420
+ The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan,
421
+ Which I new pay as if not paid before.
422
+ But if the while I think on thee, dear friend,
423
+ All losses are restored and sorrows end.
424
+ Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts,
425
+ Which I by lacking have supposed dead,
426
+ And there reigns love and all love's loving parts,
427
+ And all those friends which I thought buried.
428
+ How many a holy and obsequious tear
429
+ Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye
430
+ As interest of the dead, which now appear
431
+ But things removed that hidden in thee lie!
432
+ Thou art the grave where buried love doth live,
433
+ Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone,
434
+ Who all their parts of me to thee did give;
435
+ That due of many now is thine alone:
436
+ Their images I loved I view in thee,
437
+ And thou, all they, hast all the all of me.
438
+ If thou survive my well-contented day,
439
+ When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover,
440
+ And shalt by fortune once more re-survey
441
+ These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover,
442
+ Compare them with the bettering of the time,
443
+ And though they be outstripp'd by every pen,
444
+ Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme,
445
+ Exceeded by the height of happier men.
446
+ O, then vouchsafe me but this loving thought:
447
+ 'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age,
448
+ A dearer birth than this his love had brought,
449
+ To march in ranks of better equipage:
450
+ But since he died and poets better prove,
451
+ Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love.'
452
+ Full many a glorious morning have I seen
453
+ Flatter the mountain-tops with sovereign eye,
454
+ Kissing with golden face the meadows green,
455
+ Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy;
456
+ Anon permit the basest clouds to ride
457
+ With ugly rack on his celestial face,
458
+ And from the forlorn world his visage hide,
459
+ Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace:
460
+ Even so my sun one early morn did shine
461
+ With all triumphant splendor on my brow;
462
+ But out, alack! he was but one hour mine;
463
+ The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now.
464
+ Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth;
465
+ Suns of the world may stain when heaven's sun staineth.
466
+ Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day,
467
+ And make me travel forth without my cloak,
468
+ To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way,
469
+ Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke?
470
+ 'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break,
471
+ To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face,
472
+ For no man well of such a salve can speak
473
+ That heals the wound and cures not the disgrace:
474
+ Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief;
475
+ Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss:
476
+ The offender's sorrow lends but weak relief
477
+ To him that bears the strong offence's cross.
478
+ Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds,
479
+ And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds.
480
+ No more be grieved at that which thou hast done:
481
+ Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud;
482
+ Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun,
483
+ And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
484
+ All men make faults, and even I in this,
485
+ Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
486
+ Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
487
+ Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
488
+ For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense--
489
+ Thy adverse party is thy advocate--
490
+ And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence:
491
+ Such civil war is in my love and hate
492
+ That I an accessary needs must be
493
+ To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me.
494
+ Let me confess that we two must be twain,
495
+ Although our undivided loves are one:
496
+ So shall those blots that do with me remain
497
+ Without thy help by me be borne alone.
498
+ In our two loves there is but one respect,
499
+ Though in our lives a separable spite,
500
+ Which though it alter not love's sole effect,
501
+ Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight.
502
+ I may not evermore acknowledge thee,
503
+ Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame,
504
+ Nor thou with public kindness honour me,
505
+ Unless thou take that honour from thy name:
506
+ But do not so; I love thee in such sort
507
+ As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
508
+ As a decrepit father takes delight
509
+ To see his active child do deeds of youth,
510
+ So I, made lame by fortune's dearest spite,
511
+ Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth.
512
+ For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit,
513
+ Or any of these all, or all, or more,
514
+ Entitled in thy parts do crowned sit,
515
+ I make my love engrafted to this store:
516
+ So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised,
517
+ Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give
518
+ That I in thy abundance am sufficed
519
+ And by a part of all thy glory live.
520
+ Look, what is best, that best I wish in thee:
521
+ This wish I have; then ten times happy me!
522
+ How can my Muse want subject to invent,
523
+ While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse
524
+ Thine own sweet argument, too excellent
525
+ For every vulgar paper to rehearse?
526
+ O, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me
527
+ Worthy perusal stand against thy sight;
528
+ For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee,
529
+ When thou thyself dost give invention light?
530
+ Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth
531
+ Than those old nine which rhymers invocate;
532
+ And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth
533
+ Eternal numbers to outlive long date.
534
+ If my slight Muse do please these curious days,
535
+ The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.
536
+ O, how thy worth with manners may I sing,
537
+ When thou art all the better part of me?
538
+ What can mine own praise to mine own self bring?
539
+ And what is 't but mine own when I praise thee?
540
+ Even for this let us divided live,
541
+ And our dear love lose name of single one,
542
+ That by this separation I may give
543
+ That due to thee which thou deservest alone.
544
+ O absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove,
545
+ Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave
546
+ To entertain the time with thoughts of love,
547
+ Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,
548
+ And that thou teachest how to make one twain,
549
+ By praising him here who doth hence remain!
550
+ Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
551
+ What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
552
+ No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
553
+ All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
554
+ Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
555
+ I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
556
+ But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
557
+ By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
558
+ I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
559
+ Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
560
+ And yet, love knows, it is a greater grief
561
+ To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.
562
+ Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
563
+ Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.
564
+ Those petty wrongs that liberty commits,
565
+ When I am sometime absent from thy heart,
566
+ Thy beauty and thy years full well befits,
567
+ For still temptation follows where thou art.
568
+ Gentle thou art and therefore to be won,
569
+ Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed;
570
+ And when a woman woos, what woman's son
571
+ Will sourly leave her till she have prevailed?
572
+ Ay me! but yet thou mightest my seat forbear,
573
+ And chide thy beauty and thy straying youth,
574
+ Who lead thee in their riot even there
575
+ Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth,
576
+ Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee,
577
+ Thine, by thy beauty being false to me.
578
+ That thou hast her, it is not all my grief,
579
+ And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
580
+ That she hath thee, is of my wailing chief,
581
+ A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
582
+ Loving offenders, thus I will excuse ye:
583
+ Thou dost love her, because thou knowst I love her;
584
+ And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
585
+ Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
586
+ If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
587
+ And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
588
+ Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
589
+ And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
590
+ But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
591
+ Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
592
+ When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see,
593
+ For all the day they view things unrespected;
594
+ But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee,
595
+ And darkly bright are bright in dark directed.
596
+ Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright,
597
+ How would thy shadow's form form happy show
598
+ To the clear day with thy much clearer light,
599
+ When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so!
600
+ How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made
601
+ By looking on thee in the living day,
602
+ When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
603
+ Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay!
604
+ All days are nights to see till I see thee,
605
+ And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
606
+ If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,
607
+ Injurious distance should not stop my way;
608
+ For then despite of space I would be brought,
609
+ From limits far remote where thou dost stay.
610
+ No matter then although my foot did stand
611
+ Upon the farthest earth removed from thee;
612
+ For nimble thought can jump both sea and land
613
+ As soon as think the place where he would be.
614
+ But ah! thought kills me that I am not thought,
615
+ To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone,
616
+ But that so much of earth and water wrought
617
+ I must attend time's leisure with my moan,
618
+ Receiving nought by elements so slow
619
+ But heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
620
+ The other two, slight air and purging fire,
621
+ Are both with thee, wherever I abide;
622
+ The first my thought, the other my desire,
623
+ These present-absent with swift motion slide.
624
+ For when these quicker elements are gone
625
+ In tender embassy of love to thee,
626
+ My life, being made of four, with two alone
627
+ Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy;
628
+ Until life's composition be recured
629
+ By those swift messengers return'd from thee,
630
+ Who even but now come back again, assured
631
+ Of thy fair health, recounting it to me:
632
+ This told, I joy; but then no longer glad,
633
+ I send them back again and straight grow sad.
634
+ Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
635
+ How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
636
+ Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
637
+ My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
638
+ My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
639
+ A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
640
+ But the defendant doth that plea deny
641
+ And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
642
+ To 'cide this title is impanneled
643
+ A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
644
+ And by their verdict is determined
645
+ The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:
646
+ As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
647
+ And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.
648
+ Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took,
649
+ And each doth good turns now unto the other:
650
+ When that mine eye is famish'd for a look,
651
+ Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother,
652
+ With my love's picture then my eye doth feast
653
+ And to the painted banquet bids my heart;
654
+ Another time mine eye is my heart's guest
655
+ And in his thoughts of love doth share a part:
656
+ So, either by thy picture or my love,
657
+ Thyself away art resent still with me;
658
+ For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move,
659
+ And I am still with them and they with thee;
660
+ Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight
661
+ Awakes my heart to heart's and eye's delight.
662
+ How careful was I, when I took my way,
663
+ Each trifle under truest bars to thrust,
664
+ That to my use it might unused stay
665
+ From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust!
666
+ But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are,
667
+ Most worthy of comfort, now my greatest grief,
668
+ Thou, best of dearest and mine only care,
669
+ Art left the prey of every vulgar thief.
670
+ Thee have I not lock'd up in any chest,
671
+ Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art,
672
+ Within the gentle closure of my breast,
673
+ From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part;
674
+ And even thence thou wilt be stol'n, I fear,
675
+ For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear.
676
+ Against that time, if ever that time come,
677
+ When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
678
+ When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
679
+ Call'd to that audit by advised respects;
680
+ Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass
681
+ And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye,
682
+ When love, converted from the thing it was,
683
+ Shall reasons find of settled gravity,--
684
+ Against that time do I ensconce me here
685
+ Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
686
+ And this my hand against myself uprear,
687
+ To guard the lawful reasons on thy part:
688
+ To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws,
689
+ Since why to love I can allege no cause.
690
+ How heavy do I journey on the way,
691
+ When what I seek, my weary travel's end,
692
+ Doth teach that ease and that repose to say
693
+ 'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!'
694
+ The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,
695
+ Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,
696
+ As if by some instinct the wretch did know
697
+ His rider loved not speed, being made from thee:
698
+ The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
699
+ That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide;
700
+ Which heavily he answers with a groan,
701
+ More sharp to me than spurring to his side;
702
+ For that same groan doth put this in my mind;
703
+ My grief lies onward and my joy behind.
704
+ Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
705
+ Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
706
+ From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
707
+ Till I return, of posting is no need.
708
+ O, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
709
+ When swift extremity can seem but slow?
710
+ Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
711
+ In winged speed no motion shall I know:
712
+ Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
713
+ Therefore desire of perfect'st love being made,
714
+ Shall neigh--no dull flesh--in his fiery race;
715
+ But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade;
716
+ Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
717
+ Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
718
+ So am I as the rich, whose blessed key
719
+ Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,
720
+ The which he will not every hour survey,
721
+ For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure.
722
+ Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,
723
+ Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,
724
+ Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,
725
+ Or captain jewels in the carcanet.
726
+ So is the time that keeps you as my chest,
727
+ Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,
728
+ To make some special instant special blest,
729
+ By new unfolding his imprison'd pride.
730
+ Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,
731
+ Being had, to triumph, being lack'd, to hope.
732
+ What is your substance, whereof are you made,
733
+ That millions of strange shadows on you tend?
734
+ Since every one hath, every one, one shade,
735
+ And you, but one, can every shadow lend.
736
+ Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit
737
+ Is poorly imitated after you;
738
+ On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set,
739
+ And you in Grecian tires are painted new:
740
+ Speak of the spring and foison of the year;
741
+ The one doth shadow of your beauty show,
742
+ The other as your bounty doth appear;
743
+ And you in every blessed shape we know.
744
+ In all external grace you have some part,
745
+ But you like none, none you, for constant heart.
746
+ O, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
747
+ By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!
748
+ The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem
749
+ For that sweet odour which doth in it live.
750
+ The canker-blooms have full as deep a dye
751
+ As the perfumed tincture of the roses,
752
+ Hang on such thorns and play as wantonly
753
+ When summer's breath their masked buds discloses:
754
+ But, for their virtue only is their show,
755
+ They live unwoo'd and unrespected fade,
756
+ Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;
757
+ Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made:
758
+ And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
759
+ When that shall fade, my verse distills your truth.
760
+ Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
761
+ Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
762
+ But you shall shine more bright in these contents
763
+ Than unswept stone besmear'd with sluttish time.
764
+ When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
765
+ And broils root out the work of masonry,
766
+ Nor Mars his sword nor war's quick fire shall burn
767
+ The living record of your memory.
768
+ 'Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
769
+ Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
770
+ Even in the eyes of all posterity
771
+ That wear this world out to the ending doom.
772
+ So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
773
+ You live in this, and dwell in lover's eyes.
774
+ Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
775
+ Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
776
+ Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
777
+ To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
778
+ So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
779
+ Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
780
+ To-morrow see again, and do not kill
781
+ The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
782
+ Let this sad interim like the ocean be
783
+ Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
784
+ Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
785
+ Return of love, more blest may be the view;
786
+ Else call it winter, which being full of care
787
+ Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
788
+ Being your slave, what should I do but tend
789
+ Upon the hours and times of your desire?
790
+ I have no precious time at all to spend,
791
+ Nor services to do, till you require.
792
+ Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour
793
+ Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
794
+ Nor think the bitterness of absence sour
795
+ When you have bid your servant once adieu;
796
+ Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
797
+ Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
798
+ But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
799
+ Save, where you are how happy you make those.
800
+ So true a fool is love that in your will,
801
+ Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.
802
+ That god forbid that made me first your slave,
803
+ I should in thought control your times of pleasure,
804
+ Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,
805
+ Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!
806
+ O, let me suffer, being at your beck,
807
+ The imprison'd absence of your liberty;
808
+ And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each check,
809
+ Without accusing you of injury.
810
+ Be where you list, your charter is so strong
811
+ That you yourself may privilege your time
812
+ To what you will; to you it doth belong
813
+ Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.
814
+ I am to wait, though waiting so be hell;
815
+ Not blame your pleasure, be it ill or well.
816
+ If there be nothing new, but that which is
817
+ Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,
818
+ Which, labouring for invention, bear amiss
819
+ The second burden of a former child!
820
+ O, that record could with a backward look,
821
+ Even of five hundred courses of the sun,
822
+ Show me your image in some antique book,
823
+ Since mind at first in character was done!
824
+ That I might see what the old world could say
825
+ To this composed wonder of your frame;
826
+ Whether we are mended, or whether better they,
827
+ Or whether revolution be the same.
828
+ O, sure I am, the wits of former days
829
+ To subjects worse have given admiring praise.
830
+ Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
831
+ So do our minutes hasten to their end;
832
+ Each changing place with that which goes before,
833
+ In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
834
+ Nativity, once in the main of light,
835
+ Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown'd,
836
+ Crooked elipses 'gainst his glory fight,
837
+ And Time that gave doth now his gift confound.
838
+ Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth
839
+ And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
840
+ Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth,
841
+ And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow:
842
+ And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
843
+ Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
844
+ Is it thy will thy image should keep open
845
+ My heavy eyelids to the weary night?
846
+ Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken,
847
+ While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?
848
+ Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee
849
+ So far from home into my deeds to pry,
850
+ To find out shames and idle hours in me,
851
+ The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?
852
+ O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great:
853
+ It is my love that keeps mine eye awake;
854
+ Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,
855
+ To play the watchman ever for thy sake:
856
+ For thee watch I whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,
857
+ From me far off, with others all too near.
858
+ Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye
859
+ And all my soul and all my every part;
860
+ And for this sin there is no remedy,
861
+ It is so grounded inward in my heart.
862
+ Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,
863
+ No shape so true, no truth of such account;
864
+ And for myself mine own worth do define,
865
+ As I all other in all worths surmount.
866
+ But when my glass shows me myself indeed,
867
+ Beated and chopp'd with tann'd antiquity,
868
+ Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;
869
+ Self so self-loving were iniquity.
870
+ 'Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise,
871
+ Painting my age with beauty of thy days.
872
+ Against my love shall be, as I am now,
873
+ With Time's injurious hand crush'd and o'er-worn;
874
+ When hours have drain'd his blood and fill'd his brow
875
+ With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn
876
+ Hath travell'd on to age's steepy night,
877
+ And all those beauties whereof now he's king
878
+ Are vanishing or vanish'd out of sight,
879
+ Stealing away the treasure of his spring;
880
+ For such a time do I now fortify
881
+ Against confounding age's cruel knife,
882
+ That he shall never cut from memory
883
+ My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life:
884
+ His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,
885
+ And they shall live, and he in them still green.
886
+ When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced
887
+ The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
888
+ When sometime lofty towers I see down-razed
889
+ And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
890
+ When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
891
+ Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
892
+ And the firm soil win of the watery main,
893
+ Increasing store with loss and loss with store;
894
+ When I have seen such interchange of state,
895
+ Or state itself confounded to decay;
896
+ Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate,
897
+ That Time will come and take my love away.
898
+ This thought is as a death, which cannot choose
899
+ But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
900
+ Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,
901
+ But sad mortality o'er-sways their power,
902
+ How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,
903
+ Whose action is no stronger than a flower?
904
+ O, how shall summer's honey breath hold out
905
+ Against the wreckful siege of battering days,
906
+ When rocks impregnable are not so stout,
907
+ Nor gates of steel so strong, but Time decays?
908
+ O fearful meditation! where, alack,
909
+ Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid?
910
+ Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back?
911
+ Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid?
912
+ O, none, unless this miracle have might,
913
+ That in black ink my love may still shine bright.
914
+ Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
915
+ As, to behold desert a beggar born,
916
+ And needy nothing trimm'd in jollity,
917
+ And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
918
+ And guilded honour shamefully misplaced,
919
+ And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
920
+ And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
921
+ And strength by limping sway disabled,
922
+ And art made tongue-tied by authority,
923
+ And folly doctor-like controlling skill,
924
+ And simple truth miscall'd simplicity,
925
+ And captive good attending captain ill:
926
+ Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
927
+ Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.
928
+ Ah! wherefore with infection should he live,
929
+ And with his presence grace impiety,
930
+ That sin by him advantage should achieve
931
+ And lace itself with his society?
932
+ Why should false painting imitate his cheek
933
+ And steal dead seeing of his living hue?
934
+ Why should poor beauty indirectly seek
935
+ Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?
936
+ Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is,
937
+ Beggar'd of blood to blush through lively veins?
938
+ For she hath no excheckr now but his,
939
+ And, proud of many, lives upon his gains.
940
+ O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had
941
+ In days long since, before these last so bad.
942
+ Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
943
+ When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
944
+ Before the bastard signs of fair were born,
945
+ Or durst inhabit on a living brow;
946
+ Before the golden tresses of the dead,
947
+ The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
948
+ To live a second life on second head;
949
+ Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay:
950
+ In him those holy antique hours are seen,
951
+ Without all ornament, itself and true,
952
+ Making no summer of another's green,
953
+ Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
954
+ And him as for a map doth Nature store,
955
+ To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
956
+ Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view
957
+ Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend;
958
+ All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due,
959
+ Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
960
+ Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown'd;
961
+ But those same tongues that give thee so thine own
962
+ In other accents do this praise confound
963
+ By seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
964
+ They look into the beauty of thy mind,
965
+ And that, in guess, they measure by thy deeds;
966
+ Then, churls, their thoughts, although their eyes were kind,
967
+ To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
968
+ But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
969
+ The solve is this, that thou dost common grow.
970
+ That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
971
+ For slander's mark was ever yet the fair;
972
+ The ornament of beauty is suspect,
973
+ A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
974
+ So thou be good, slander doth but approve
975
+ Thy worth the greater, being woo'd of time;
976
+ For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
977
+ And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
978
+ Thou hast pass'd by the ambush of young days,
979
+ Either not assail'd or victor being charged;
980
+ Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
981
+ To tie up envy evermore enlarged:
982
+ If some suspect of ill mask'd not thy show,
983
+ Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
984
+ No longer mourn for me when I am dead
985
+ Then you shall hear the surly sullen bell
986
+ Give warning to the world that I am fled
987
+ From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell:
988
+ Nay, if you read this line, remember not
989
+ The hand that writ it; for I love you so
990
+ That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot
991
+ If thinking on me then should make you woe.
992
+ O, if, I say, you look upon this verse
993
+ When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
994
+ Do not so much as my poor name rehearse.
995
+ But let your love even with my life decay,
996
+ Lest the wise world should look into your moan
997
+ And mock you with me after I am gone.
998
+ O, lest the world should task you to recite
999
+ What merit lived in me, that you should love
1000
+ After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
1001
+ For you in me can nothing worthy prove;
1002
+ Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
1003
+ To do more for me than mine own desert,
1004
+ And hang more praise upon deceased I
1005
+ Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
1006
+ O, lest your true love may seem false in this,
1007
+ That you for love speak well of me untrue,
1008
+ My name be buried where my body is,
1009
+ And live no more to shame nor me nor you.
1010
+ For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
1011
+ And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
1012
+ That time of year thou mayst in me behold
1013
+ When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
1014
+ Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
1015
+ Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
1016
+ In me thou seest the twilight of such day
1017
+ As after sunset fadeth in the west,
1018
+ Which by and by black night doth take away,
1019
+ Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
1020
+ In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire
1021
+ That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
1022
+ As the death-bed whereon it must expire
1023
+ Consumed with that which it was nourish'd by.
1024
+ This thou perceivest, which makes thy love more strong,
1025
+ To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
1026
+ But be contented: when that fell arrest
1027
+ Without all bail shall carry me away,
1028
+ My life hath in this line some interest,
1029
+ Which for memorial still with thee shall stay.
1030
+ When thou reviewest this, thou dost review
1031
+ The very part was consecrate to thee:
1032
+ The earth can have but earth, which is his due;
1033
+ My spirit is thine, the better part of me:
1034
+ So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
1035
+ The prey of worms, my body being dead,
1036
+ The coward conquest of a wretch's knife,
1037
+ Too base of thee to be remembered.
1038
+ The worth of that is that which it contains,
1039
+ And that is this, and this with thee remains.
1040
+ So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
1041
+ Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
1042
+ And for the peace of you I hold such strife
1043
+ As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found;
1044
+ Now proud as an enjoyer and anon
1045
+ Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
1046
+ Now counting best to be with you alone,
1047
+ Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure;
1048
+ Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
1049
+ And by and by clean starved for a look;
1050
+ Possessing or pursuing no delight,
1051
+ Save what is had or must from you be took.
1052
+ Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
1053
+ Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
1054
+ Why is my verse so barren of new pride,
1055
+ So far from variation or quick change?
1056
+ Why with the time do I not glance aside
1057
+ To new-found methods and to compounds strange?
1058
+ Why write I still all one, ever the same,
1059
+ And keep invention in a noted weed,
1060
+ That every word doth almost tell my name,
1061
+ Showing their birth and where they did proceed?
1062
+ O, know, sweet love, I always write of you,
1063
+ And you and love are still my argument;
1064
+ So all my best is dressing old words new,
1065
+ Spending again what is already spent:
1066
+ For as the sun is daily new and old,
1067
+ So is my love still telling what is told.
1068
+ Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
1069
+ Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste;
1070
+ The vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
1071
+ And of this book this learning mayst thou taste.
1072
+ The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show
1073
+ Of mouthed graves will give thee memory;
1074
+ Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know
1075
+ Time's thievish progress to eternity.
1076
+ Look, what thy memory can not contain
1077
+ Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
1078
+ Those children nursed, deliver'd from thy brain,
1079
+ To take a new acquaintance of thy mind.
1080
+ These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
1081
+ Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book.
1082
+ So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse
1083
+ And found such fair assistance in my verse
1084
+ As every alien pen hath got my use
1085
+ And under thee their poesy disperse.
1086
+ Thine eyes that taught the dumb on high to sing
1087
+ And heavy ignorance aloft to fly
1088
+ Have added feathers to the learned's wing
1089
+ And given grace a double majesty.
1090
+ Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
1091
+ Whose influence is thine and born of thee:
1092
+ In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
1093
+ And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
1094
+ But thou art all my art and dost advance
1095
+ As high as learning my rude ignorance.
1096
+ Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
1097
+ My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
1098
+ But now my gracious numbers are decay'd
1099
+ And my sick Muse doth give another place.
1100
+ I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument
1101
+ Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
1102
+ Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent
1103
+ He robs thee of and pays it thee again.
1104
+ He lends thee virtue and he stole that word
1105
+ From thy behavior; beauty doth he give
1106
+ And found it in thy cheek; he can afford
1107
+ No praise to thee but what in thee doth live.
1108
+ Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
1109
+ Since what he owes thee thou thyself dost pay.
1110
+ O, how I faint when I of you do write,
1111
+ Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
1112
+ And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
1113
+ To make me tongue-tied, speaking of your fame!
1114
+ But since your worth, wide as the ocean is,
1115
+ The humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
1116
+ My saucy bark inferior far to his
1117
+ On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
1118
+ Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
1119
+ Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride;
1120
+ Or being wreck'd, I am a worthless boat,
1121
+ He of tall building and of goodly pride:
1122
+ Then if he thrive and I be cast away,
1123
+ The worst was this; my love was my decay.
1124
+ Or I shall live your epitaph to make,
1125
+ Or you survive when I in earth am rotten;
1126
+ From hence your memory death cannot take,
1127
+ Although in me each part will be forgotten.
1128
+ Your name from hence immortal life shall have,
1129
+ Though I, once gone, to all the world must die:
1130
+ The earth can yield me but a common grave,
1131
+ When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie.
1132
+ Your monument shall be my gentle verse,
1133
+ Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read,
1134
+ And tongues to be your being shall rehearse
1135
+ When all the breathers of this world are dead;
1136
+ You still shall live--such virtue hath my pen--
1137
+ Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men.
1138
+ I grant thou wert not married to my Muse
1139
+ And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook
1140
+ The dedicated words which writers use
1141
+ Of their fair subject, blessing every book
1142
+ Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue,
1143
+ Finding thy worth a limit past my praise,
1144
+ And therefore art enforced to seek anew
1145
+ Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days
1146
+ And do so, love; yet when they have devised
1147
+ What strained touches rhetoric can lend,
1148
+ Thou truly fair wert truly sympathized
1149
+ In true plain words by thy true-telling friend;
1150
+ And their gross painting might be better used
1151
+ Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abused.
1152
+ I never saw that you did painting need
1153
+ And therefore to your fair no painting set;
1154
+ I found, or thought I found, you did exceed
1155
+ The barren tender of a poet's debt;
1156
+ And therefore have I slept in your report,
1157
+ That you yourself being extant well might show
1158
+ How far a modern quill doth come too short,
1159
+ Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow.
1160
+ This silence for my sin you did impute,
1161
+ Which shall be most my glory, being dumb;
1162
+ For I impair not beauty being mute,
1163
+ When others would give life and bring a tomb.
1164
+ There lives more life in one of your fair eyes
1165
+ Than both your poets can in praise devise.
1166
+ Who is it that says most? which can say more
1167
+ Than this rich praise, that you alone are you?
1168
+ In whose confine immured is the store
1169
+ Which should example where your equal grew.
1170
+ Lean penury within that pen doth dwell
1171
+ That to his subject lends not some small glory;
1172
+ But he that writes of you, if he can tell
1173
+ That you are you, so dignifies his story,
1174
+ Let him but copy what in you is writ,
1175
+ Not making worse what nature made so clear,
1176
+ And such a counterpart shall fame his wit,
1177
+ Making his style admired every where.
1178
+ You to your beauteous blessings add a curse,
1179
+ Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse.
1180
+ My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still,
1181
+ While comments of your praise, richly compiled,
1182
+ Reserve their character with golden quill
1183
+ And precious phrase by all the Muses filed.
1184
+ I think good thoughts whilst other write good words,
1185
+ And like unletter'd clerk still cry 'Amen'
1186
+ To every hymn that able spirit affords
1187
+ In polish'd form of well-refined pen.
1188
+ Hearing you praised, I say ''Tis so, 'tis true,'
1189
+ And to the most of praise add something more;
1190
+ But that is in my thought, whose love to you,
1191
+ Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before.
1192
+ Then others for the breath of words respect,
1193
+ Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect.
1194
+ Was it the proud full sail of his great verse,
1195
+ Bound for the prize of all too precious you,
1196
+ That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse,
1197
+ Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?
1198
+ Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write
1199
+ Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?
1200
+ No, neither he, nor his compeers by night
1201
+ Giving him aid, my verse astonished.
1202
+ He, nor that affable familiar ghost
1203
+ Which nightly gulls him with intelligence
1204
+ As victors of my silence cannot boast;
1205
+ I was not sick of any fear from thence:
1206
+ But when your countenance fill'd up his line,
1207
+ Then lack'd I matter; that enfeebled mine.
1208
+ Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
1209
+ And like enough thou know'st thy estimate:
1210
+ The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
1211
+ My bonds in thee are all determinate.
1212
+ For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
1213
+ And for that riches where is my deserving?
1214
+ The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
1215
+ And so my patent back again is swerving.
1216
+ Thyself thou gavest, thy own worth then not knowing,
1217
+ Or me, to whom thou gavest it, else mistaking;
1218
+ So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
1219
+ Comes home again, on better judgment making.
1220
+ Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter,
1221
+ In sleep a king, but waking no such matter.
1222
+ When thou shalt be disposed to set me light,
1223
+ And place my merit in the eye of scorn,
1224
+ Upon thy side against myself I'll fight,
1225
+ And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn.
1226
+ With mine own weakness being best acquainted,
1227
+ Upon thy part I can set down a story
1228
+ Of faults conceal'd, wherein I am attainted,
1229
+ That thou in losing me shalt win much glory:
1230
+ And I by this will be a gainer too;
1231
+ For bending all my loving thoughts on thee,
1232
+ The injuries that to myself I do,
1233
+ Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.
1234
+ Such is my love, to thee I so belong,
1235
+ That for thy right myself will bear all wrong.
1236
+ Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault,
1237
+ And I will comment upon that offence;
1238
+ Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt,
1239
+ Against thy reasons making no defence.
1240
+ Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill,
1241
+ To set a form upon desired change,
1242
+ As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will,
1243
+ I will acquaintance strangle and look strange,
1244
+ Be absent from thy walks, and in my tongue
1245
+ Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell,
1246
+ Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong
1247
+ And haply of our old acquaintance tell.
1248
+ For thee against myself I'll vow debate,
1249
+ For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
1250
+ Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
1251
+ Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
1252
+ Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
1253
+ And do not drop in for an after-loss:
1254
+ Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scoped this sorrow,
1255
+ Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
1256
+ Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
1257
+ To linger out a purposed overthrow.
1258
+ If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
1259
+ When other petty griefs have done their spite
1260
+ But in the onset come; so shall I taste
1261
+ At first the very worst of fortune's might,
1262
+ And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
1263
+ Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.
1264
+ Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,
1265
+ Some in their wealth, some in their bodies' force,
1266
+ Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill,
1267
+ Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
1268
+ And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,
1269
+ Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:
1270
+ But these particulars are not my measure;
1271
+ All these I better in one general best.
1272
+ Thy love is better than high birth to me,
1273
+ Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,
1274
+ Of more delight than hawks or horses be;
1275
+ And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
1276
+ Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take
1277
+ All this away and me most wretched make.
1278
+ But do thy worst to steal thyself away,
1279
+ For term of life thou art assured mine,
1280
+ And life no longer than thy love will stay,
1281
+ For it depends upon that love of thine.
1282
+ Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs,
1283
+ When in the least of them my life hath end.
1284
+ I see a better state to me belongs
1285
+ Than that which on thy humour doth depend;
1286
+ Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind,
1287
+ Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie.
1288
+ O, what a happy title do I find,
1289
+ Happy to have thy love, happy to die!
1290
+ But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot?
1291
+ Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.
1292
+ So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
1293
+ Like a deceived husband; so love's face
1294
+ May still seem love to me, though alter'd new;
1295
+ Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place:
1296
+ For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
1297
+ Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
1298
+ In many's looks the false heart's history
1299
+ Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange,
1300
+ But heaven in thy creation did decree
1301
+ That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell;
1302
+ Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be,
1303
+ Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell.
1304
+ How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
1305
+ if thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
1306
+ They that have power to hurt and will do none,
1307
+ That do not do the thing they most do show,
1308
+ Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
1309
+ Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow,
1310
+ They rightly do inherit heaven's graces
1311
+ And husband nature's riches from expense;
1312
+ They are the lords and owners of their faces,
1313
+ Others but stewards of their excellence.
1314
+ The summer's flower is to the summer sweet,
1315
+ Though to itself it only live and die,
1316
+ But if that flower with base infection meet,
1317
+ The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
1318
+ For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
1319
+ Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.
1320
+ How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame
1321
+ Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose,
1322
+ Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name!
1323
+ O, in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose!
1324
+ That tongue that tells the story of thy days,
1325
+ Making lascivious comments on thy sport,
1326
+ Cannot dispraise but in a kind of praise;
1327
+ Naming thy name blesses an ill report.
1328
+ O, what a mansion have those vices got
1329
+ Which for their habitation chose out thee,
1330
+ Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot,
1331
+ And all things turn to fair that eyes can see!
1332
+ Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege;
1333
+ The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge.
1334
+ Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness;
1335
+ Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport;
1336
+ Both grace and faults are loved of more and less;
1337
+ Thou makest faults graces that to thee resort.
1338
+ As on the finger of a throned queen
1339
+ The basest jewel will be well esteem'd,
1340
+ So are those errors that in thee are seen
1341
+ To truths translated and for true things deem'd.
1342
+ How many lambs might the stern wolf betray,
1343
+ If like a lamb he could his looks translate!
1344
+ How many gazers mightst thou lead away,
1345
+ If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state!
1346
+ But do not so; I love thee in such sort
1347
+ As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report.
1348
+ How like a winter hath my absence been
1349
+ From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
1350
+ What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
1351
+ What old December's bareness every where!
1352
+ And yet this time removed was summer's time,
1353
+ The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
1354
+ Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
1355
+ Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease:
1356
+ Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me
1357
+ But hope of orphans and unfather'd fruit;
1358
+ For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
1359
+ And, thou away, the very birds are mute;
1360
+ Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer
1361
+ That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.
1362
+ From you have I been absent in the spring,
1363
+ When proud-pied April dress'd in all his trim
1364
+ Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing,
1365
+ That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him.
1366
+ Yet nor the lays of birds nor the sweet smell
1367
+ Of different flowers in odour and in hue
1368
+ Could make me any summer's story tell,
1369
+ Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;
1370
+ Nor did I wonder at the lily's white,
1371
+ Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose;
1372
+ They were but sweet, but figures of delight,
1373
+ Drawn after you, you pattern of all those.
1374
+ Yet seem'd it winter still, and, you away,
1375
+ As with your shadow I with these did play:
1376
+ The forward violet thus did I chide:
1377
+ Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells,
1378
+ If not from my love's breath? The purple pride
1379
+ Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells
1380
+ In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed.
1381
+ The lily I condemned for thy hand,
1382
+ And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair:
1383
+ The roses fearfully on thorns did stand,
1384
+ One blushing shame, another white despair;
1385
+ A third, nor red nor white, had stol'n of both
1386
+ And to his robbery had annex'd thy breath;
1387
+ But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth
1388
+ A vengeful canker eat him up to death.
1389
+ More flowers I noted, yet I none could see
1390
+ But sweet or colour it had stol'n from thee.
1391
+ Where art thou, Muse, that thou forget'st so long
1392
+ To speak of that which gives thee all thy might?
1393
+ Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song,
1394
+ Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light?
1395
+ Return, forgetful Muse, and straight redeem
1396
+ In gentle numbers time so idly spent;
1397
+ Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem
1398
+ And gives thy pen both skill and argument.
1399
+ Rise, resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey,
1400
+ If Time have any wrinkle graven there;
1401
+ If any, be a satire to decay,
1402
+ And make Time's spoils despised every where.
1403
+ Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life;
1404
+ So thou prevent'st his scythe and crooked knife.
1405
+ O truant Muse, what shall be thy amends
1406
+ For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed?
1407
+ Both truth and beauty on my love depends;
1408
+ So dost thou too, and therein dignified.
1409
+ Make answer, Muse: wilt thou not haply say
1410
+ 'Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix'd;
1411
+ Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay;
1412
+ But best is best, if never intermix'd?'
1413
+ Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb?
1414
+ Excuse not silence so; for't lies in thee
1415
+ To make him much outlive a gilded tomb,
1416
+ And to be praised of ages yet to be.
1417
+ Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how
1418
+ To make him seem long hence as he shows now.
1419
+ My love is strengthen'd, though more weak in seeming;
1420
+ I love not less, though less the show appear:
1421
+ That love is merchandized whose rich esteeming
1422
+ The owner's tongue doth publish every where.
1423
+ Our love was new and then but in the spring
1424
+ When I was wont to greet it with my lays,
1425
+ As Philomel in summer's front doth sing
1426
+ And stops her pipe in growth of riper days:
1427
+ Not that the summer is less pleasant now
1428
+ Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night,
1429
+ But that wild music burthens every bough
1430
+ And sweets grown common lose their dear delight.
1431
+ Therefore like her I sometime hold my tongue,
1432
+ Because I would not dull you with my song.
1433
+ Alack, what poverty my Muse brings forth,
1434
+ That having such a scope to show her pride,
1435
+ The argument all bare is of more worth
1436
+ Than when it hath my added praise beside!
1437
+ O, blame me not, if I no more can write!
1438
+ Look in your glass, and there appears a face
1439
+ That over-goes my blunt invention quite,
1440
+ Dulling my lines and doing me disgrace.
1441
+ Were it not sinful then, striving to mend,
1442
+ To mar the subject that before was well?
1443
+ For to no other pass my verses tend
1444
+ Than of your graces and your gifts to tell;
1445
+ And more, much more, than in my verse can sit
1446
+ Your own glass shows you when you look in it.
1447
+ To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
1448
+ For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
1449
+ Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold
1450
+ Have from the forests shook three summers' pride,
1451
+ Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn'd
1452
+ In process of the seasons have I seen,
1453
+ Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn'd,
1454
+ Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
1455
+ Ah! yet doth beauty, like a dial-hand,
1456
+ Steal from his figure and no pace perceived;
1457
+ So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
1458
+ Hath motion and mine eye may be deceived:
1459
+ For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred;
1460
+ Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
1461
+ Let not my love be call'd idolatry,
1462
+ Nor my beloved as an idol show,
1463
+ Since all alike my songs and praises be
1464
+ To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
1465
+ Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
1466
+ Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
1467
+ Therefore my verse to constancy confined,
1468
+ One thing expressing, leaves out difference.
1469
+ 'Fair, kind and true' is all my argument,
1470
+ 'Fair, kind, and true' varying to other words;
1471
+ And in this change is my invention spent,
1472
+ Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords.
1473
+ 'Fair, kind, and true,' have often lived alone,
1474
+ Which three till now never kept seat in one.
1475
+ When in the chronicle of wasted time
1476
+ I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
1477
+ And beauty making beautiful old rhyme
1478
+ In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights,
1479
+ Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
1480
+ Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
1481
+ I see their antique pen would have express'd
1482
+ Even such a beauty as you master now.
1483
+ So all their praises are but prophecies
1484
+ Of this our time, all you prefiguring;
1485
+ And, for they look'd but with divining eyes,
1486
+ They had not skill enough your worth to sing:
1487
+ For we, which now behold these present days,
1488
+ Had eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
1489
+ Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul
1490
+ Of the wide world dreaming on things to come,
1491
+ Can yet the lease of my true love control,
1492
+ Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom.
1493
+ The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured
1494
+ And the sad augurs mock their own presage;
1495
+ Incertainties now crown themselves assured
1496
+ And peace proclaims olives of endless age.
1497
+ Now with the drops of this most balmy time
1498
+ My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes,
1499
+ Since, spite of him, I'll live in this poor rhyme,
1500
+ While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes:
1501
+ And thou in this shalt find thy monument,
1502
+ When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent.
1503
+ What's in the brain that ink may character
1504
+ Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit?
1505
+ What's new to speak, what new to register,
1506
+ That may express my love or thy dear merit?
1507
+ Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine,
1508
+ I must, each day say o'er the very same,
1509
+ Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine,
1510
+ Even as when first I hallow'd thy fair name.
1511
+ So that eternal love in love's fresh case
1512
+ Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
1513
+ Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
1514
+ But makes antiquity for aye his page,
1515
+ Finding the first conceit of love there bred
1516
+ Where time and outward form would show it dead.
1517
+ O, never say that I was false of heart,
1518
+ Though absence seem'd my flame to qualify.
1519
+ As easy might I from myself depart
1520
+ As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie:
1521
+ That is my home of love: if I have ranged,
1522
+ Like him that travels I return again,
1523
+ Just to the time, not with the time exchanged,
1524
+ So that myself bring water for my stain.
1525
+ Never believe, though in my nature reign'd
1526
+ All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood,
1527
+ That it could so preposterously be stain'd,
1528
+ To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
1529
+ For nothing this wide universe I call,
1530
+ Save thou, my rose; in it thou art my all.
1531
+ Alas, 'tis true I have gone here and there
1532
+ And made myself a motley to the view,
1533
+ Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear,
1534
+ Made old offences of affections new;
1535
+ Most true it is that I have look'd on truth
1536
+ Askance and strangely: but, by all above,
1537
+ These blenches gave my heart another youth,
1538
+ And worse essays proved thee my best of love.
1539
+ Now all is done, have what shall have no end:
1540
+ Mine appetite I never more will grind
1541
+ On newer proof, to try an older friend,
1542
+ A god in love, to whom I am confined.
1543
+ Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best,
1544
+ Even to thy pure and most most loving breast.
1545
+ O, for my sake do you with Fortune chide,
1546
+ The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
1547
+ That did not better for my life provide
1548
+ Than public means which public manners breeds.
1549
+ Thence comes it that my name receives a brand,
1550
+ And almost thence my nature is subdued
1551
+ To what it works in, like the dyer's hand:
1552
+ Pity me then and wish I were renew'd;
1553
+ Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink
1554
+ Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection
1555
+ No bitterness that I will bitter think,
1556
+ Nor double penance, to correct correction.
1557
+ Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye
1558
+ Even that your pity is enough to cure me.
1559
+ Your love and pity doth the impression fill
1560
+ Which vulgar scandal stamp'd upon my brow;
1561
+ For what care I who calls me well or ill,
1562
+ So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow?
1563
+ You are my all the world, and I must strive
1564
+ To know my shames and praises from your tongue:
1565
+ None else to me, nor I to none alive,
1566
+ That my steel'd sense or changes right or wrong.
1567
+ In so profound abysm I throw all care
1568
+ Of others' voices, that my adder's sense
1569
+ To critic and to flatterer stopped are.
1570
+ Mark how with my neglect I do dispense:
1571
+ You are so strongly in my purpose bred
1572
+ That all the world besides methinks are dead.
1573
+ Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
1574
+ And that which governs me to go about
1575
+ Doth part his function and is partly blind,
1576
+ Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
1577
+ For it no form delivers to the heart
1578
+ Of bird of flower, or shape, which it doth latch:
1579
+ Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
1580
+ Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch:
1581
+ For if it see the rudest or gentlest sight,
1582
+ The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
1583
+ The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
1584
+ The crow or dove, it shapes them to your feature:
1585
+ Incapable of more, replete with you,
1586
+ My most true mind thus makes mine eye untrue.
1587
+ Or whether doth my mind, being crown'd with you,
1588
+ Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
1589
+ Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true,
1590
+ And that your love taught it this alchemy,
1591
+ To make of monsters and things indigest
1592
+ Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
1593
+ Creating every bad a perfect best,
1594
+ As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
1595
+ O,'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing,
1596
+ And my great mind most kingly drinks it up:
1597
+ Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing,
1598
+ And to his palate doth prepare the cup:
1599
+ If it be poison'd, 'tis the lesser sin
1600
+ That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
1601
+ Those lines that I before have writ do lie,
1602
+ Even those that said I could not love you dearer:
1603
+ Yet then my judgment knew no reason why
1604
+ My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer.
1605
+ But reckoning time, whose million'd accidents
1606
+ Creep in 'twixt vows and change decrees of kings,
1607
+ Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents,
1608
+ Divert strong minds to the course of altering things;
1609
+ Alas, why, fearing of time's tyranny,
1610
+ Might I not then say 'Now I love you best,'
1611
+ When I was certain o'er incertainty,
1612
+ Crowning the present, doubting of the rest?
1613
+ Love is a babe; then might I not say so,
1614
+ To give full growth to that which still doth grow?
1615
+ Let me not to the marriage of true minds
1616
+ Admit impediments. Love is not love
1617
+ Which alters when it alteration finds,
1618
+ Or bends with the remover to remove:
1619
+ O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
1620
+ That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
1621
+ It is the star to every wandering bark,
1622
+ Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
1623
+ Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
1624
+ Within his bending sickle's compass come:
1625
+ Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
1626
+ But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
1627
+ If this be error and upon me proved,
1628
+ I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
1629
+ Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all
1630
+ Wherein I should your great deserts repay,
1631
+ Forgot upon your dearest love to call,
1632
+ Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day;
1633
+ That I have frequent been with unknown minds
1634
+ And given to time your own dear-purchased right
1635
+ That I have hoisted sail to all the winds
1636
+ Which should transport me farthest from your sight.
1637
+ Book both my wilfulness and errors down
1638
+ And on just proof surmise accumulate;
1639
+ Bring me within the level of your frown,
1640
+ But shoot not at me in your waken'd hate;
1641
+ Since my appeal says I did strive to prove
1642
+ The constancy and virtue of your love.
1643
+ Like as, to make our appetites more keen,
1644
+ With eager compounds we our palate urge,
1645
+ As, to prevent our maladies unseen,
1646
+ We sicken to shun sickness when we purge,
1647
+ Even so, being full of your ne'er-cloying sweetness,
1648
+ To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding
1649
+ And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness
1650
+ To be diseased ere that there was true needing.
1651
+ Thus policy in love, to anticipate
1652
+ The ills that were not, grew to faults assured
1653
+ And brought to medicine a healthful state
1654
+ Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cured:
1655
+ But thence I learn, and find the lesson true,
1656
+ Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you.
1657
+ What potions have I drunk of Siren tears,
1658
+ Distill'd from limbecks foul as hell within,
1659
+ Applying fears to hopes and hopes to fears,
1660
+ Still losing when I saw myself to win!
1661
+ What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
1662
+ Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
1663
+ How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted
1664
+ In the distraction of this madding fever!
1665
+ O benefit of ill! now I find true
1666
+ That better is by evil still made better;
1667
+ And ruin'd love, when it is built anew,
1668
+ Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
1669
+ So I return rebuked to my content
1670
+ And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent.
1671
+ That you were once unkind befriends me now,
1672
+ And for that sorrow which I then did feel
1673
+ Needs must I under my transgression bow,
1674
+ Unless my nerves were brass or hammer'd steel.
1675
+ For if you were by my unkindness shaken
1676
+ As I by yours, you've pass'd a hell of time,
1677
+ And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken
1678
+ To weigh how once I suffered in your crime.
1679
+ O, that our night of woe might have remember'd
1680
+ My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits,
1681
+ And soon to you, as you to me, then tender'd
1682
+ The humble salve which wounded bosoms fits!
1683
+ But that your trespass now becomes a fee;
1684
+ Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me.
1685
+ 'Tis better to be vile than vile esteem'd,
1686
+ When not to be receives reproach of being,
1687
+ And the just pleasure lost which is so deem'd
1688
+ Not by our feeling but by others' seeing:
1689
+ For why should others false adulterate eyes
1690
+ Give salutation to my sportive blood?
1691
+ Or on my frailties why are frailer spies,
1692
+ Which in their wills count bad what I think good?
1693
+ No, I am that I am, and they that level
1694
+ At my abuses reckon up their own:
1695
+ I may be straight, though they themselves be bevel;
1696
+ By their rank thoughts my deeds must not be shown;
1697
+ Unless this general evil they maintain,
1698
+ All men are bad, and in their badness reign.
1699
+ Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain
1700
+ Full character'd with lasting memory,
1701
+ Which shall above that idle rank remain
1702
+ Beyond all date, even to eternity;
1703
+ Or at the least, so long as brain and heart
1704
+ Have faculty by nature to subsist;
1705
+ Till each to razed oblivion yield his part
1706
+ Of thee, thy record never can be miss'd.
1707
+ That poor retention could not so much hold,
1708
+ Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score;
1709
+ Therefore to give them from me was I bold,
1710
+ To trust those tables that receive thee more:
1711
+ To keep an adjunct to remember thee
1712
+ Were to import forgetfulness in me.
1713
+ No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
1714
+ Thy pyramids built up with newer might
1715
+ To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
1716
+ They are but dressings of a former sight.
1717
+ Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
1718
+ What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
1719
+ And rather make them born to our desire
1720
+ Than think that we before have heard them told.
1721
+ Thy registers and thee I both defy,
1722
+ Not wondering at the present nor the past,
1723
+ For thy records and what we see doth lie,
1724
+ Made more or less by thy continual haste.
1725
+ This I do vow and this shall ever be;
1726
+ I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
1727
+ If my dear love were but the child of state,
1728
+ It might for Fortune's bastard be unfather'd'
1729
+ As subject to Time's love or to Time's hate,
1730
+ Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather'd.
1731
+ No, it was builded far from accident;
1732
+ It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls
1733
+ Under the blow of thralled discontent,
1734
+ Whereto the inviting time our fashion calls:
1735
+ It fears not policy, that heretic,
1736
+ Which works on leases of short-number'd hours,
1737
+ But all alone stands hugely politic,
1738
+ That it nor grows with heat nor drowns with showers.
1739
+ To this I witness call the fools of time,
1740
+ Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime.
1741
+ Were 't aught to me I bore the canopy,
1742
+ With my extern the outward honouring,
1743
+ Or laid great bases for eternity,
1744
+ Which prove more short than waste or ruining?
1745
+ Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour
1746
+ Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent,
1747
+ For compound sweet forgoing simple savour,
1748
+ Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent?
1749
+ No, let me be obsequious in thy heart,
1750
+ And take thou my oblation, poor but free,
1751
+ Which is not mix'd with seconds, knows no art,
1752
+ But mutual render, only me for thee.
1753
+ Hence, thou suborn'd informer! a true soul
1754
+ When most impeach'd stands least in thy control.
1755
+ O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
1756
+ Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour;
1757
+ Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
1758
+ Thy lovers withering as thy sweet self grow'st;
1759
+ If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
1760
+ As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
1761
+ She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
1762
+ May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill.
1763
+ Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
1764
+ She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure:
1765
+ Her audit, though delay'd, answer'd must be,
1766
+ And her quietus is to render thee.
1767
+ In the old age black was not counted fair,
1768
+ Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name;
1769
+ But now is black beauty's successive heir,
1770
+ And beauty slander'd with a bastard shame:
1771
+ For since each hand hath put on nature's power,
1772
+ Fairing the foul with art's false borrow'd face,
1773
+ Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower,
1774
+ But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace.
1775
+ Therefore my mistress' brows are raven black,
1776
+ Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem
1777
+ At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack,
1778
+ Slandering creation with a false esteem:
1779
+ Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe,
1780
+ That every tongue says beauty should look so.
1781
+ How oft, when thou, my music, music play'st,
1782
+ Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds
1783
+ With thy sweet fingers, when thou gently sway'st
1784
+ The wiry concord that mine ear confounds,
1785
+ Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap
1786
+ To kiss the tender inward of thy hand,
1787
+ Whilst my poor lips, which should that harvest reap,
1788
+ At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand!
1789
+ To be so tickled, they would change their state
1790
+ And situation with those dancing chips,
1791
+ O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait,
1792
+ Making dead wood more blest than living lips.
1793
+ Since saucy jacks so happy are in this,
1794
+ Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss.
1795
+ The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
1796
+ Is lust in action; and till action, lust
1797
+ Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame,
1798
+ Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust,
1799
+ Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight,
1800
+ Past reason hunted, and no sooner had
1801
+ Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait
1802
+ On purpose laid to make the taker mad;
1803
+ Mad in pursuit and in possession so;
1804
+ Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme;
1805
+ A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe;
1806
+ Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream.
1807
+ All this the world well knows; yet none knows well
1808
+ To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
1809
+ My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
1810
+ Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
1811
+ If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
1812
+ If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
1813
+ I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
1814
+ But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
1815
+ And in some perfumes is there more delight
1816
+ Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
1817
+ I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
1818
+ That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
1819
+ I grant I never saw a goddess go;
1820
+ My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
1821
+ And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
1822
+ As any she belied with false compare.
1823
+ Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art,
1824
+ As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
1825
+ For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart
1826
+ Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel.
1827
+ Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold
1828
+ Thy face hath not the power to make love groan:
1829
+ To say they err I dare not be so bold,
1830
+ Although I swear it to myself alone.
1831
+ And, to be sure that is not false I swear,
1832
+ A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face,
1833
+ One on another's neck, do witness bear
1834
+ Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place.
1835
+ In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds,
1836
+ And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds.
1837
+ Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
1838
+ Knowing thy heart torments me with disdain,
1839
+ Have put on black and loving mourners be,
1840
+ Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain.
1841
+ And truly not the morning sun of heaven
1842
+ Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
1843
+ Nor that full star that ushers in the even
1844
+ Doth half that glory to the sober west,
1845
+ As those two mourning eyes become thy face:
1846
+ O, let it then as well beseem thy heart
1847
+ To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
1848
+ And suit thy pity like in every part.
1849
+ Then will I swear beauty herself is black
1850
+ And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
1851
+ Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan
1852
+ For that deep wound it gives my friend and me!
1853
+ Is't not enough to torture me alone,
1854
+ But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be?
1855
+ Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken,
1856
+ And my next self thou harder hast engross'd:
1857
+ Of him, myself, and thee, I am forsaken;
1858
+ A torment thrice threefold thus to be cross'd.
1859
+ Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward,
1860
+ But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
1861
+ Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard;
1862
+ Thou canst not then use rigor in my gaol:
1863
+ And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee,
1864
+ Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
1865
+ So, now I have confess'd that he is thine,
1866
+ And I myself am mortgaged to thy will,
1867
+ Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine
1868
+ Thou wilt restore, to be my comfort still:
1869
+ But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free,
1870
+ For thou art covetous and he is kind;
1871
+ He learn'd but surety-like to write for me
1872
+ Under that bond that him as fast doth bind.
1873
+ The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take,
1874
+ Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use,
1875
+ And sue a friend came debtor for my sake;
1876
+ So him I lose through my unkind abuse.
1877
+ Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me:
1878
+ He pays the whole, and yet am I not free.
1879
+ Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy 'Will,'
1880
+ And 'Will' to boot, and 'Will' in overplus;
1881
+ More than enough am I that vex thee still,
1882
+ To thy sweet will making addition thus.
1883
+ Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious,
1884
+ Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine?
1885
+ Shall will in others seem right gracious,
1886
+ And in my will no fair acceptance shine?
1887
+ The sea all water, yet receives rain still
1888
+ And in abundance addeth to his store;
1889
+ So thou, being rich in 'Will,' add to thy 'Will'
1890
+ One will of mine, to make thy large 'Will' more.
1891
+ Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill;
1892
+ Think all but one, and me in that one 'Will.'
1893
+ If thy soul check thee that I come so near,
1894
+ Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy 'Will,'
1895
+ And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there;
1896
+ Thus far for love my love-suit, sweet, fulfil.
1897
+ 'Will' will fulfil the treasure of thy love,
1898
+ Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one.
1899
+ In things of great receipt with ease we prove
1900
+ Among a number one is reckon'd none:
1901
+ Then in the number let me pass untold,
1902
+ Though in thy stores' account I one must be;
1903
+ For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold
1904
+ That nothing me, a something sweet to thee:
1905
+ Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
1906
+ And then thou lovest me, for my name is 'Will.'
1907
+ Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
1908
+ That they behold, and see not what they see?
1909
+ They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
1910
+ Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
1911
+ If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks
1912
+ Be anchor'd in the bay where all men ride,
1913
+ Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
1914
+ Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
1915
+ Why should my heart think that a several plot
1916
+ Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
1917
+ Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not,
1918
+ To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
1919
+ In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
1920
+ And to this false plague are they now transferr'd.
1921
+ When my love swears that she is made of truth
1922
+ I do believe her, though I know she lies,
1923
+ That she might think me some untutor'd youth,
1924
+ Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
1925
+ Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
1926
+ Although she knows my days are past the best,
1927
+ Simply I credit her false speaking tongue:
1928
+ On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.
1929
+ But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
1930
+ And wherefore say not I that I am old?
1931
+ O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
1932
+ And age in love loves not to have years told:
1933
+ Therefore I lie with her and she with me,
1934
+ And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
1935
+ O, call not me to justify the wrong
1936
+ That thy unkindness lays upon my heart;
1937
+ Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue;
1938
+ Use power with power and slay me not by art.
1939
+ Tell me thou lovest elsewhere, but in my sight,
1940
+ Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside:
1941
+ What need'st thou wound with cunning when thy might
1942
+ Is more than my o'er-press'd defense can bide?
1943
+ Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
1944
+ Her pretty looks have been mine enemies,
1945
+ And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
1946
+ That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
1947
+ Yet do not so; but since I am near slain,
1948
+ Kill me outright with looks and rid my pain.
1949
+ Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press
1950
+ My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain;
1951
+ Lest sorrow lend me words and words express
1952
+ The manner of my pity-wanting pain.
1953
+ If I might teach thee wit, better it were,
1954
+ Though not to love, yet, love, to tell me so;
1955
+ As testy sick men, when their deaths be near,
1956
+ No news but health from their physicians know;
1957
+ For if I should despair, I should grow mad,
1958
+ And in my madness might speak ill of thee:
1959
+ Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad,
1960
+ Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be,
1961
+ That I may not be so, nor thou belied,
1962
+ Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
1963
+ In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
1964
+ For they in thee a thousand errors note;
1965
+ But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise,
1966
+ Who in despite of view is pleased to dote;
1967
+ Nor are mine ears with thy tongue's tune delighted,
1968
+ Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone,
1969
+ Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited
1970
+ To any sensual feast with thee alone:
1971
+ But my five wits nor my five senses can
1972
+ Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee,
1973
+ Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man,
1974
+ Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to be:
1975
+ Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
1976
+ That she that makes me sin awards me pain.
1977
+ Love is my sin and thy dear virtue hate,
1978
+ Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving:
1979
+ O, but with mine compare thou thine own state,
1980
+ And thou shalt find it merits not reproving;
1981
+ Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine,
1982
+ That have profaned their scarlet ornaments
1983
+ And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine,
1984
+ Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents.
1985
+ Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those
1986
+ Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee:
1987
+ Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows
1988
+ Thy pity may deserve to pitied be.
1989
+ If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide,
1990
+ By self-example mayst thou be denied!
1991
+ Lo! as a careful housewife runs to catch
1992
+ One of her feather'd creatures broke away,
1993
+ Sets down her babe and makes an swift dispatch
1994
+ In pursuit of the thing she would have stay,
1995
+ Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase,
1996
+ Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent
1997
+ To follow that which flies before her face,
1998
+ Not prizing her poor infant's discontent;
1999
+ So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee,
2000
+ Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind;
2001
+ But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me,
2002
+ And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind:
2003
+ So will I pray that thou mayst have thy 'Will,'
2004
+ If thou turn back, and my loud crying still.
2005
+ Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
2006
+ Which like two spirits do suggest me still:
2007
+ The better angel is a man right fair,
2008
+ The worser spirit a woman colour'd ill.
2009
+ To win me soon to hell, my female evil
2010
+ Tempteth my better angel from my side,
2011
+ And would corrupt my saint to be a devil,
2012
+ Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
2013
+ And whether that my angel be turn'd fiend
2014
+ Suspect I may, but not directly tell;
2015
+ But being both from me, both to each friend,
2016
+ I guess one angel in another's hell:
2017
+ Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt,
2018
+ Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
2019
+ Those lips that Love's own hand did make
2020
+ Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'
2021
+ To me that languish'd for her sake;
2022
+ But when she saw my woeful state,
2023
+ Straight in her heart did mercy come,
2024
+ Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
2025
+ Was used in giving gentle doom,
2026
+ And taught it thus anew to greet:
2027
+ 'I hate' she alter'd with an end,
2028
+ That follow'd it as gentle day
2029
+ Doth follow night, who like a fiend
2030
+ From heaven to hell is flown away;
2031
+ 'I hate' from hate away she threw,
2032
+ And saved my life, saying 'not you.'
2033
+ Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,
2034
+ these rebel powers that thee array;
2035
+ Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,
2036
+ Painting thy outward walls so costly gay?
2037
+ Why so large cost, having so short a lease,
2038
+ Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?
2039
+ Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,
2040
+ Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end?
2041
+ Then soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,
2042
+ And let that pine to aggravate thy store;
2043
+ Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;
2044
+ Within be fed, without be rich no more:
2045
+ So shalt thou feed on Death, that feeds on men,
2046
+ And Death once dead, there's no more dying then.
2047
+ My love is as a fever, longing still
2048
+ For that which longer nurseth the disease,
2049
+ Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
2050
+ The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
2051
+ My reason, the physician to my love,
2052
+ Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
2053
+ Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
2054
+ Desire is death, which physic did except.
2055
+ Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
2056
+ And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
2057
+ My thoughts and my discourse as madmen's are,
2058
+ At random from the truth vainly express'd;
2059
+ For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright,
2060
+ Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
2061
+ O me, what eyes hath Love put in my head,
2062
+ Which have no correspondence with true sight!
2063
+ Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
2064
+ That censures falsely what they see aright?
2065
+ If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
2066
+ What means the world to say it is not so?
2067
+ If it be not, then love doth well denote
2068
+ Love's eye is not so true as all men's 'No.'
2069
+ How can it? O, how can Love's eye be true,
2070
+ That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
2071
+ No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
2072
+ The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
2073
+ O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
2074
+ Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
2075
+ Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not,
2076
+ When I against myself with thee partake?
2077
+ Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
2078
+ Am of myself, all tyrant, for thy sake?
2079
+ Who hateth thee that I do call my friend?
2080
+ On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon?
2081
+ Nay, if thou lour'st on me, do I not spend
2082
+ Revenge upon myself with present moan?
2083
+ What merit do I in myself respect,
2084
+ That is so proud thy service to despise,
2085
+ When all my best doth worship thy defect,
2086
+ Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
2087
+ But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind;
2088
+ Those that can see thou lovest, and I am blind.
2089
+ O, from what power hast thou this powerful might
2090
+ With insufficiency my heart to sway?
2091
+ To make me give the lie to my true sight,
2092
+ And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
2093
+ Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill,
2094
+ That in the very refuse of thy deeds
2095
+ There is such strength and warrantize of skill
2096
+ That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds?
2097
+ Who taught thee how to make me love thee more
2098
+ The more I hear and see just cause of hate?
2099
+ O, though I love what others do abhor,
2100
+ With others thou shouldst not abhor my state:
2101
+ If thy unworthiness raised love in me,
2102
+ More worthy I to be beloved of thee.
2103
+ Love is too young to know what conscience is;
2104
+ Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
2105
+ Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
2106
+ Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
2107
+ For, thou betraying me, I do betray
2108
+ My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
2109
+ My soul doth tell my body that he may
2110
+ Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason;
2111
+ But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee
2112
+ As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
2113
+ He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
2114
+ To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
2115
+ No want of conscience hold it that I call
2116
+ Her love for whose dear love I rise and fall.
2117
+ In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn,
2118
+ But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing,
2119
+ In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn,
2120
+ In vowing new hate after new love bearing.
2121
+ But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee,
2122
+ When I break twenty? I am perjured most;
2123
+ For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee
2124
+ And all my honest faith in thee is lost,
2125
+ For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness,
2126
+ Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy,
2127
+ And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness,
2128
+ Or made them swear against the thing they see;
2129
+ For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured eye,
2130
+ To swear against the truth so foul a lie!
2131
+ Cupid laid by his brand, and fell asleep:
2132
+ A maid of Dian's this advantage found,
2133
+ And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep
2134
+ In a cold valley-fountain of that ground;
2135
+ Which borrow'd from this holy fire of Love
2136
+ A dateless lively heat, still to endure,
2137
+ And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove
2138
+ Against strange maladies a sovereign cure.
2139
+ But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired,
2140
+ The boy for trial needs would touch my breast;
2141
+ I, sick withal, the help of bath desired,
2142
+ And thither hied, a sad distemper'd guest,
2143
+ But found no cure: the bath for my help lies
2144
+ Where Cupid got new fire--my mistress' eyes.
2145
+ The little Love-god lying once asleep
2146
+ Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand,
2147
+ Whilst many nymphs that vow'd chaste life to keep
2148
+ Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand
2149
+ The fairest votary took up that fire
2150
+ Which many legions of true hearts had warm'd;
2151
+ And so the general of hot desire
2152
+ Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarm'd.
2153
+ This brand she quenched in a cool well by,
2154
+ Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual,
2155
+ Growing a bath and healthful remedy
2156
+ For men diseased; but I, my mistress' thrall,
2157
+ Came there for cure, and this by that I prove,
2158
+ Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.